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[michael heany]

I went home to God tonight.

It's all going to be OK...

[michael heany]

I felt that so deeply and then I became afraid, am I dying? I wasn't ready to go all the way there. And I brought myself back. The message "it's OK, it's OK, you're not ready. This dying, this bliss, you're not ready yet. It's not your bliss. Follow your bliss! You want to write that book."

Wow, God is good!

[michael heany]

I felt that so deeply and then I became afraid, am I dying? I wasn't ready to go all the way there. And I brought myself back. The message "it's OK, it's OK, you're not ready. This dying, this bliss, you're not ready yet. It's not your bliss. Follow your bliss! You want to write that book."

Wow, God is good!

[daniel]

hey michael,

it sounds like you are going through some heavy transformative process right now. I am going to strongly advise you to stop taking substances of any sort for a while, to get plenty of sleep, and perhaps to contact some group like the Spiritual Emergency Network who can help talk you through the entirety of what is happening with you... alternately perhaps find a local transpersonal or Jungian therapist to meet with.

Get grounded for a bit, okay?

[michael heany]

Let me make this clear:

2012 is happening now.

That makes you afraid, I know.

But that's the POINT!

You have to break through, and do what you really want to do.

That simple.

Sorry. That's just the way it is...

[michael heany]

Of course!

[michael heany]

If you're afraid for me in any way, you haven't gotten the point yet!

[michael heany]

I realize now that the alien was my guru. The guru and the alien are one. We are all alien, guru, and shaman, all at once.

When you come into contact with the alien/guru, your come into contact with a higher order of intelligence.

Or better yet: it is your self at a higher level of being sending messages back to you to help you eventualy reach the level your higher self inhabits. You inhabit all parts of the path simultaneously; you reach up to yourself for help while at the same time you reach down to yourself to lift yourself up.

This is the symbol of the circle. This is the miracle.

[daniel]

and sometimes chicken soup and some sleep is also miraculous.

[michael heany]

Absolutely Daniel. Except I'm a vegan...

One more thing I realized.

The last lines of Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now"

"How will I know when I have surrendered?"

When you no longer need to answer the question.

I didn't get this, I kept saying to myself "Have I surrenderd? Have I surrendered?"

What he's saying is this: you come to a point when you realize you don't HAVE to surrender! You can make you life into exactly what you want to make it! Surrender is non-surrender.

Wonderful.

[michael heany]

My friend and I are going to take a bike ride, visit a friend and give him some beer from Prague. It's his last day at work.

[michael heany]

My friend and I are going to take a bike ride, visit a friend and give him some beer from Prague. It's his last day at work.