Starborne1
12-16-2004, 02:43 PM
Hello out there.
I am not truly downhearted about arriving alone, but troubled. I undertook the ascension of bodymind and spent seven years in that endeavor and discovered a plethora of new realities and myself along the way.
Believe it . . . I opened to full memory of my origins, angel consciousness. I don't claim to be an angel, but do know everything about them and am familiar with that consciousness, life and directives.
I remembered the starship I left from to incarnate here and the journey I was on that brought me to this planet.
I hear so much out there about this sort of memory by people from orion, hells gates, venus, acturious, and on and on and have a real problem with believing it all too, so I feel I too must be in that category of the "unbelieved" most of the time.
Whats worse, is that I, a usually agreeable and easy going personality, disagree with most of what I read about the angels and their presence here and other beings that I know are NOT here and are continually channeling . . . hmmmm... Further, I am in constant contact with my own "people" so to speak and my entire life was a planned mission (NOT PLEIADIAN) . . for goodness sakes. It seems that the pleiadians own that word now and the rest of us have to be on assignment only. For to be on a mission means you are Pleiadian and have their agenda.
I am 46, female and fully awake and realize I am alone yet. I thought there would be others like me when I arrived fully in consciousness. I can not yet find any. At least not yet and realize I am a bit early. Most will awaken after fifty, as I recall. I am an early bird.
The knowledge I have to report of this world and beyond it is amazing and most of it I brought with me, not channeled, further, I brought physical credentials to prove my identity of at least a spiritual adept who made plans to incarnate here (with a purpose) (A SPECIFIC and well outlines and heavily detailed and preprepared purpose . . . ) My own birth chart holds a Grand Sextile, six pointed star as well as the very Grand Cof the famous 1999 grand cross alignment in exact degrees, 18. Pretty impressive birth chart, wouldn't you say? and I remember it as my credentials to be heard here.
So, far, I have come accross mostly only those who wish to argue with me and tell me that thye are the knowledgable ones and enlightened, without credentials, nor the expieriences to uphold them outside of channeling. I know a very few like me are here and awake, so i do not expect to meet them just yet, but for goodness sake, I have met so called spiritual teachers and enlightened souls of sorts who can not hear or see truth nor are they interested in the enigma that I am, only what THEY are channeling from channel domes (channeling programs) from various factions of the struggles for control over the astral straits and domains. Should I give up for a few more years? grin. Should I just hold my tongue until these old teachers and stubborn sorts die off?
Humourously, that is my plan. lol
These waycutters and beginners in higher dimensional grounding of high mind and true soul contacts rather than astral malaise and befuddled channel programs (hey, ever consider how advanced the technologies of off planet peoples, starships and extraterrestrials could be????) are going to die out soon and i believe then, those who came to be here in awake mind and full presence and memory will have a chance. What do you think?
Sincerely,
StarBorne1
I am not truly downhearted about arriving alone, but troubled. I undertook the ascension of bodymind and spent seven years in that endeavor and discovered a plethora of new realities and myself along the way.
Believe it . . . I opened to full memory of my origins, angel consciousness. I don't claim to be an angel, but do know everything about them and am familiar with that consciousness, life and directives.
I remembered the starship I left from to incarnate here and the journey I was on that brought me to this planet.
I hear so much out there about this sort of memory by people from orion, hells gates, venus, acturious, and on and on and have a real problem with believing it all too, so I feel I too must be in that category of the "unbelieved" most of the time.
Whats worse, is that I, a usually agreeable and easy going personality, disagree with most of what I read about the angels and their presence here and other beings that I know are NOT here and are continually channeling . . . hmmmm... Further, I am in constant contact with my own "people" so to speak and my entire life was a planned mission (NOT PLEIADIAN) . . for goodness sakes. It seems that the pleiadians own that word now and the rest of us have to be on assignment only. For to be on a mission means you are Pleiadian and have their agenda.
I am 46, female and fully awake and realize I am alone yet. I thought there would be others like me when I arrived fully in consciousness. I can not yet find any. At least not yet and realize I am a bit early. Most will awaken after fifty, as I recall. I am an early bird.
The knowledge I have to report of this world and beyond it is amazing and most of it I brought with me, not channeled, further, I brought physical credentials to prove my identity of at least a spiritual adept who made plans to incarnate here (with a purpose) (A SPECIFIC and well outlines and heavily detailed and preprepared purpose . . . ) My own birth chart holds a Grand Sextile, six pointed star as well as the very Grand Cof the famous 1999 grand cross alignment in exact degrees, 18. Pretty impressive birth chart, wouldn't you say? and I remember it as my credentials to be heard here.
So, far, I have come accross mostly only those who wish to argue with me and tell me that thye are the knowledgable ones and enlightened, without credentials, nor the expieriences to uphold them outside of channeling. I know a very few like me are here and awake, so i do not expect to meet them just yet, but for goodness sake, I have met so called spiritual teachers and enlightened souls of sorts who can not hear or see truth nor are they interested in the enigma that I am, only what THEY are channeling from channel domes (channeling programs) from various factions of the struggles for control over the astral straits and domains. Should I give up for a few more years? grin. Should I just hold my tongue until these old teachers and stubborn sorts die off?
Humourously, that is my plan. lol
These waycutters and beginners in higher dimensional grounding of high mind and true soul contacts rather than astral malaise and befuddled channel programs (hey, ever consider how advanced the technologies of off planet peoples, starships and extraterrestrials could be????) are going to die out soon and i believe then, those who came to be here in awake mind and full presence and memory will have a chance. What do you think?
Sincerely,
StarBorne1