How/When I met Terrance McKenna

[Axl Omega]

Terri McKenna was ordinary looking type when he called me aside "to talk". It was one of my first visits to Haight Ashbury, and this guy looked more like the Mafia than just one more another type of Hippie. He had a tough look, rather opposite to what you will see if you look up his photo on the internet. That was the older later Terri, after marriage mellowed him out and the US Government had apparently "back-engineered" him.

Terri graduated MIT at the early age of 14, and then was called upon by the US Government to help them figure out how the strange aircraft that they had been capturing - operated. So he worked for the government for the next two years, before attending Berkely University afterwards and pursuing his carreer in the study of Shamanism. Like which ambition he had acquired since seeing it in a book by Carlos Castenada.

Terri wanted to talk with me because he "saw something in me" and so wanted to know me better. I had no idea what it was "he saw" but later on in life it turned out to be a weird connection to Timothy Leary (He claimed) n a really round about way, through the consciousness of Jim Morrison is all that he would tell me. You see Terri was psychic, and much visibly and apparently damn good at it. (He would go to grreat lengths to convince you of) He would ask you for your driver's lisence number for instance, or your Social Security number - either one. And then proceed to tell you your most recent addresses and how many relatives you had - and if neccessary then after that - to make you a believer further on - then cite all of their SS numbers and professional occupations - Etc.

Terri had been programmed by a strange alien machine once - he then claimed, while working for the government at Area 51. A machine which had taken the lives of three other volunteers before he himself had entered into there and made the attempt. A machine which contained all of the information that the US Government possessed in that time, which was downloaded into his brain in entirety in just aa few sessions lasting two hours each. (Merry Prankster humour?)

If someone was acting badly, and making the tourists paranoid or some hippies upset, Terri would go sit or stand by them and list off the technical names of an endless list of exotic mushrooms - until they would start screaming and begging him to stop and/or "Go away!". Then he would ask them to leave the Haight District forever - or that he would continue with that or think up something worse. And if that didn't work then he then would find a way to get them arrested. "Oh heck! He ought to be blunt, Terri was actually the Chief of Police of the Haight Ashbury district in person! And would arrest them directly in person if that became the only option." (More about that later)

The hippies who surrounded Terri all proclaimed him to be the re-incarnation of Jesus Christ, who had come here to take all of his children home - as was prophecised by The Book of Revelations. But in those days it was feared to be an unfriendly visit to come, how that God was expected to come to take everyone to heaven or hell by force. They all loved and respected Terri adamantly and fanatically, but feared him with a most vehement and disgusting fear- at the same time. And they told me all of this apparently too late for any of my good, because Terri had already taken a shine to me and so it was too late for me by then - as Terri had advised me that he could kidnap me and have me standing in a corner for two weeks with a lampshade on my head if he wanted - and that I would never be the wiser of it ever. I talked with Terri for a few visits, and one time my car ended up on the other side of town, so I had to wonder how many days I had spent as a lampshade at his apartment. But now I think it was only one of his horrible pranks actually - because Terri as it turned out, was one of those rare occurences of a "Merry Pranskter" of which there have only been 14 instances of in world history. (He claimed)

They are not supposed to tell you that secret, but Terri trusted me - because I had come from the home state of Ken Kesey, ("Home Planet" he mused) and other reasons which he said that "I would eventually find out" for myself someday. People feared also that Terri actually was an alien being hmself at times - nd so was the reason for his glib or abtruse humour at times concerning how he would talk in order to frighten you. Terri claimed that fear was a neccessary element of a conversation, because it brought out your full attention, and he had a problem with people ignoring him and was "meloncholy" to often he claimed - that he felt inferior at times that he knew that he wasn't that at all. (Or lesser than any other human ever, if at all) "So it must be societies fault that they all ignored him" he quipped. Terri was the most horrible and fanatical of all of the Merry Pranksers - and so even went to great lengths to convince me that he was indeed part of the American Mafia or Italian Cosa Nostra, after he had discovered that fear residing within me.

[Dna]

Ugh.

[Dna]

Not so good vibes here.

[sidecross]

“Terri”?

Where do these people come from?

I guess this is the chaff that must be separated from the wheat.

[Axl Omega]

Wow! You people are antagonistic aren't you? (I mean at least some of them that is) And I suppose that all of this BBS is headed straight for "over the moon" someday soon. (Or whatever)And what in the world would the moderator have to do with "getting this one" anyway?

Terri said to say to you all, "Or the chaff from the wheat" in response to this future exigency - in any case. Don't know what that means but actually am waiting to see. So anyway heads up for Iran and all of that, hope you like the new surroundings when you land.

[Axl Omega]

"The future of the human race lies in the exploration and making explicit of the contents of the human imagination."
>----------------------------------------------->
"The starships of the future, which will explore the high frontier of the unknown will be syntactical. The engineers of the future will be poets. This is what virtual reality holds out to us -- the possibility of walking in to the constructs of the imagination."

Terrance once said to me, "That he could put us onto the Moon by the year 2002. And not only that, but with a 2,000 manned station there. And so also upon Mars with a beginning in that year of a strength of 100." But then added, "But if I do that then the government as we know it now today - will use it only to further enslave us."

"We are all gods, with the knowledge of gods, we are all omniscient, except for the fact that we are so damn stupid. "

http://www.levity.com/orfeo/index.part1.html

"I enjoy the idea of a slow moving dialog, I hope this can continue.

Best, T"

[Caprinardo Delirio]

WELL, it's some kind of 'sur-chasm', but into which or what degree?? a very comic book-like comic book reader: the rejected youth, the vengeful sculptor, in jealous psychosis, his wish-will fantasy of the secret conspiring underbelly, the 90's total-twist, the deeper dan brown/david icke-dimension of the real sinister character, of the plot pouring across the pattern-prerecognized stories-of-strategy from the surface-areas of soft-sci-fi-sinisterhood, played out behind the charm-charade of that satan's cave-silhouette that has the adoration of all those with laughs and friends, those in hedonistic heretical sin that surrenders to the temptations of hell-bound happiness and humanness, those that get laid and loved prematurely and undeservingly, un-sufferingly, it undoubtedly is intending to illustrate itself in the luminous radioactive residual aura from our favorite fanatical fundamentalist, abstracting as a daydreamed degenerating moralé-mind, emerging like an error-entity or entity-error at the mirror-line of dualistic synthesis in the overmind's mythic dna-structure, obtained by excessive inbreeding inside the biblical narratives and inflamed bestiality against these deeper-than-jesus jokers, written full-on in lush imbasillic strokes and with the finishing floral touch of the most obvious of observational obliviousnesses.....

yeah, THAT'S what this is!

[ May 16, 2006, 04:28 AM: Message edited by: Caprinardo Delirio ]

[Dna]

Mindless

[Caprinardo Delirio]

yes, i think terri is definently worthy of a better conspiracy than the sorts adolescents from the right-wing of the american psychic slums blurt out between pleasuring themselves and planning to murder their classmates..

oh, great gloom!

[Ozric]

"lush imbasillic strokes and with the finishing floral touch of the most obvious of observational obliviousnesses....." :D tongue.gif

My take is that someone is not taking their Clozapine. Right Ax?

[ocoyai]

terri told me about the DMT. He failed to talk about the work he did for the goverment..Its strange that he never talked of mit, because he never went there, but maybe that is just cover up

[Axl Omega]

And so because Terri never told you his complete educational background, then I'm supposed to do what? Or because maybe he never went to that school at one time for more than one semester.

And so did Terri tell you his entire life story when you met him. And if so why don't you post it?

[Axl Omega]

Terri McKenna told me long ago, (1968) that when this thread got to this point - that I should feel free to go off topic and speak my own mind. Terri was obviously recognizable as a gifted psychic by this point - and was at that time reading alongside with this thread from the past, (1967) and so he had in so many words indirectly advised me of that. But actually that might be impossible for him to accomplish with perfect verse translations as you would think - entirely, but he did accomplish an amazing degree of comprehension in any case.

So since ne can't defend himself perfectly without a thorough study of the advarice complacency of all adversaries attending, I will just then try to explain what seems so strange about how that everytime I attempt to write at any Message Board whatsoever - that I eventually find that if not right away off the bat - as if like straight out of hell - I get verbally assaulted only eventually. I ponder things like - "If people fear the great unknown of the new and unexplored that much - as a reason to be jealous? Or is it that the advantage of the internet by itself compels them into those pompous egotistical biggoted braggarts of transparent unrealistic louts?" Maybe someone should do a study of the subject, or at least then of my mind to see if there exists too much of the damage by them - because as weird as my personal history is - it never has included insulting anyone off the cuff just by who may possess a differant perspective of things - if of only of by themselves it being as only new information.

So to get onto issues as firstly more imtortant - now it should be discussed about who Terri's heroes or icons once were - those ones being only a very few that took him lots of time to summon up the names of. Quanum Parker and the like - that name was one he had only mentioned last, but also had swore "Was probably the most important to him." Jim Morrison was pronounced adamantly as his formost and only rock icon - standing out all alone as being all alone at the top. And then it was Allister Crowley as mentioned casually without much definition to it, except to say that his name was to be of more importance to me than it ever meant anything to him ever - because he didn't abide as much at any time future by Scientology himself. He had seen how the books ahd become a boon to me, and also the presence of Allister Crowley by associations other than just by with the advent of Scientology. And also he noticed the affinity I had obtained future with Tom Cruise, like how I had met him when he was just starting out in the biz - at a card game.

And these were included in the list of strange comments by him then - because nobody could have had any idea of what "Scientology" was about at all way back then - because of it not existing at the time. But Terri knew all about things like "Psycho-Cybernetics" and essentially the "whole scheme" as he had put it. The very last person that he recognized of his list then after that was Aton Levay. And this caught me completely flat-footed and surprised, and so upon hearing all of this additonallyat first so that I could have retreated in a more timely fashion long before that - I was forced to take time to ponder the long-term effects of LSD upon the unsuspecting mind of the hapless if only new - of self proclaimed new age hippie - much too much after that. And if that would make me the same curious object as he was becoming now in my mind - and how long did I have etc of remaining sanity myself - and concerns like that. Seeing me like that in the bare unattended grisly picture of myself as a nutcase in a jacket myself also was not pleasant, but Terri had gained my trust enough that I had to listen more and hear him out despite, and so risk the brain damage of me just doing that because of hearing his words. So I held fast and didn't run to the nearest bus station like I so desperately wanted to, and so have to leave my car behind to come back for later like was the urge.

But since then - and soon enough just after - I have learned see his point clearer as concerns the likes as are about what for instance he was driving at. Of concerns how Anton himself actually looked at things, and how he in fact was more concerned for putting an end to practices like the needless torture of innocent animals in magical rites etc. Then he was only interpeted into the worship of an evil Satan and this actually was not his faith or practice in actuality much. Anton was more into method acting or a methodical way of relating to reality in more understndable ways than to just go after all of his enemies as if they were all the same problem. Or at least had evolved to that point eventually. Actally his methods were more of a scientific approach to the unknown and makes it suspect that he had a great influence in the later practices of L.Ron Hubbard than he is ever given credit for.

And so also now I also wish that I could have written my first thoughts down right away so that I could have had it all more entirely intact as it arrived to me. So that I could have preserved and quoted Terri perfectly and exactly word for word as concerns his opinions of this topic and this future thread, But I was laid too low and down to return too quickly enough right away so to keep an active interest at steady writing. Actaully I guess I'm just as young and dumb as anyone would desire to take me for, at first bat. Or else will follow almost any lead no matter how detrimental or obtrusive or off base that it might be - for at least a few days anyway. And so like any unsuspecting othrwise also will stumble for just about any ambush unimaginable. So as whatever comes of this ss whatever will then afterwards still come - that is only that and can't be changed and - and so I can't make any headway of any matter what I concern only of time that is wsted. And I will concern myself with detractors as time permits, and will perservere to always carry in spite because I can obly allow myself to refuse to be chased away by any who may merely be only be mere of mirrors or as exhibitng tendancies more of only as concerns unconformative dis-informationists etc..

So anyway more to the point of the topic, first of all Terri in those days claimed that he was then at that point the head in charge of the group that once stived to take care of all of the destitue people who came to be sought ot as professional hippies. (Despite race or religion etc) Those once then known as "The Diggers" of Haight Ashbury, whether anyone knew what that meant or not. Actually it goes back to people who once fed people in Europe by going out and digging up food for ones who couldn't do that for themselves. Also The Black Panthers and Hell's Angels started out doing this same thing for the disadvantaged, so let us judge them all as if of the same haplessly less endowed of better equipped of judgemental abitlties, as types I guess.

And so then he also was incharge of the Medical Free Clinic also. IT was strange to find that my own [psychiatrist turned out to be one of the Doctors of that crew, but the guy knew what he was doing and also could argue the history of any drug including that of LSD or Ergot - so that in my mind actually was a bonus to visiting him. But the guy also was indeed a true genius and not like the usal run-of-the-mill Psychiatrist, of whom most of those are only shysters without any method other than a happy pill book given to them by the Pharmacuetical companies, who just mostly want to put everyone under the sun onto their product. This Doctor had a computer routine that measured stress, and so he was able to advise with a precise amount of accuracy as to when anybody should or could be considered cured.

Terri was much dismayed bakc then as to how he seen how police agencies such as the DEA and local cops would act, in not doing much about anything as concerned serious crime in the Hiaght District. (Unless it was their own family involved) So that being the case - it was as it appeared that they only wanted it all to go to hell as quickly as possible in any fast and convenient way that could be mustered. And so only with and by the help of a county clerk who was his friend back then, he was able to have a hand in that future to allow it all to happen more amicably and amiably (If to happen at all) Also by that advice that his friend (Who had studied up on local law enforcement activities concerning) He then as required passed a petition around and became by that instrument consequently the newest Chief of Police of the District himself, with only a relatively small number of signatures. This was because of San Francisco's unique laws which appointed districts to create their own police departments - that apparently because of how they feared a centralized police force over the entire city of consequence - of back then once when it was probably rife with corruption. And so had chosen in preferance of that usuality of most cities to let their cities run rampant with white collar crime - to allow for a more legitmate and legal of vigilante committees to then form.

All of the police they had had before this idea were obviously too corrupted by the easy money of the adjacent too nearby gold mines. And so as it turned out Terri also was able to make some other people who were freinds of his (who now may be recgonized as important people in celebrities) his officers back then. One of those (I suspect) was then acting as being who is now known as "Don Johnson of the TV series "Nash Bridges" and later "Miami Vice". (So here we go again - more "BS" to ignore I suppose) (So why not just quit reading now here quickly and be done with it?)

But to me it was not so much just a lot of good fun, when then "Don J" had been enticing my attention to hjis quadrant by insistive prodding. Only then later had quite unexpectedly pulled out his custom chromed handcuffs as somehow signifcantly of reasn to be noticed and admired by me. (And also shiny badge also) He then subsequently implied and threatened to arrest me, "IF because did I know that "sales" was still a felony?". s beoing at a Gratefull Dead concert together. (back in 1975) All of the hippies were calling him a lot of names and plaeding with him to let me go, and a riot almost ensured because of it. (At least I was helplessly hoping)

Strange as all of that was - at that same time another one of his future cast members of that show was at that precise time just before this memorable moment then climbing the stage to be closer to the stack wall of the purest and loudest of all complete noise and mayhem at that advantage - as to be right up against it all. All of that which was coming out of the speaker pile-stack of the Grateful Dead of the moment and many people tried to explain "How stupid!" he was being - to him, but were too far away to be heard by him at the time. And so that is why to this day he is deaf in one ear ever since. (The guy who played "Harvey Leek" on that show - when he was just a teen)

Anyway Don was a serious working male model in those years it had appeared. (And was explained by someone to me) In between the cavorting and carousing at laying all of the socialites of San Francisco of than. (And SF women were the best dressed and good looking in the world - I had often been incited to think often back then) So Don had carelessly (I thought) entered Winterland of that precise night - dressed to the gills only like he completely was out of place and didn't belong - more like a pompous geek than an invited guest. And was smiling too widely and showing off all of his teeth more than was invited also, rather than someone merely looking for something else to do on a New Years Eve like was more actually the case. Him strutting proudly and loudly like nobody was allowed to ignore him and his grand luck, of having with him not only one - but two lovely women - one on each arm. Was all just a little too much for most who were in attendance there that night. He being dressed like as would be only God's most chosen of the lot - as straightest and narrowest example of best new gift to the world - was almost enough to make one puke his guts out on the spot and into his neighbor's unsuspecting lap.

The women with him were as apparently over-dressed to kill as he was also, but that was forgivable as concerned them as most of the people surrounding them then were with all their tongues too obviouusly hanging out of their mouths in defense of the women as being completely acceptable. And that also was a verbal tetament as ecah one of them seemed to be trying their very hardest to gain acceptance. But it still was not at all a usual appearance of concert goers for a Dead concert back then.

Actually and more obviously they were just in from some socialite party that had become just too starchy and boring, for them to stay at that which they had just left from. And so despite that they were looking so out of place where they were coming to, everyone there just stared and stared and stared some more at them. Endlessly and unfogivingly and a whole hell of a lot too much, and so I was doubly upset when they for some totally unexplainable reason chose to pull up right behind me - as being their best choice of all places available there to stand. I tried to figure that situation out after that for the best part of an hour - while all the time wishing them just to go away.

So I ignored them as best that I could - while trying with all of my best impromptu made up primitive talent of chants and evil spells of curses in of any way most easily summoned up - and onto them. When only of any eventualty the not only did not go away, but instead started incessantly and nceasingly asking me "If I would share some of the pot I was smoking - with them" Finally they kept bugging me so much over and over to "Sell them some - if I wouldnl't smoke with them" That I shared the rest of what I had rolled with them and repeatedly also was obliged to inform them that "I wasn't a dealer", "And if in all of San Frncisco - of all places - That they couldn't find someone to sell them some then some then they ought to go home and try other clothing instead or something.!" Them ignoring that advice then I told them to go to the closest Police station and ask around down there" And Don thought this was the most unusal of all things for me to say. But I then told him "That people had told me that it was one of the best places to buy pot in the whole city!" "(Because of people trying to make bail for friends etc)"

But he refused to buy into that advice also and then asked me if "I was only actually a Narc!" "Or just trying to fool with his head like he had heard was typical of San Francisco citizens!" and that remark had steamed me more than just a little. (And made me more concerned about having helped them at all after that.) So I told him that I was not from San Francisco at all or ever, and didn't even live near to it. But he scoffed at that and said that I looked too much like i fit in for him to buy into that!". He was quickyl turning into a real smart ass as they kept on with other things and also always more loud griping and complaining abot me not "Accepting them!" So I was forced to I made them up little bag with a cigarrette wrapper after that, if just to shut them up before they drew in the real narcs to my location. And so then i gave it to them and told them "That there was no charge - On the house!" Then after a little while a smallish thin hand emerged over one of my shoulders with a $5 bill flapping from it, and so I took charge of that and bruskly turned around to see one of the women's faces smiling broadly at me and insisting that "She should pay for it, since I didn't get it myself for free!"

So then they talked a lot to me after that, and Don eventually introduced me to the women, him confessing that he had hesitated to do that because he was jealous of me at least a little. That both of them were big models from South America - one of them having been on the front page of Vogue once before. And the one who wanted the pot was named "Biance". Bianca Perez - Morena De Macias Constantina Moracus etc. etc. etc - with a list of names that could kill a bull elephant while in hot charge right in his tracks - with pure boredom. And that tradition seemingly went on and on forever like it was a census of all of the citizens of the entire country of Bolivia it was seeming.

So since she was South American and couldn't even speak very good English I tried to rerout the conversation around other topics as best that I could (This apparently was the same woman who later became engaged and married to Mick Jagger) Then it was that he showed me the cuffs and when i bolted for the door to save the embarrassment of being handcuffed right there in the witness of hndreds of people. And proceeded to out of the Hall entirely and sought out the obvious presence of a Paddy Wagon to deliver me to the jail. But it was void of any Police at all out there, and so I had to worry about getting back into the concert after that. Luckily the ticket counter had been closed, and luckily the goodness of Bill Graham then - allowed for people to enter or re-enter for free after that.

[Isaiah Mpski]

You know Axl,there have been a few people here who have discounted your personal encounters with
McKenna as being the product of delusion etc but I for one have heard similar stories you have shared with us about him and some of his pecularities.
It is very ironic that me-being a direct decendant of Q. Parker-would be the one who adds validity to your story.
Q. Parker lived to be at least 150 yrs old and I was lucky enough to be with him for the last ten years of His life.
Keep on plugging my friend.

See yahoo group- PickOverFlow- jon's pics

Midnight Dreary was kind enough to put the pictures of him on a thread in this group but Daniel,or one of his disciples,decided that such info should-for whatever reason-probably because they think it takes away from their agenda,made them impossible to see.

[Axl Omega]

Well that means a lot to me, was preparing a fortress of rebukes and it took me some time tonight to prepare for the next onslaught.

Feeling prepared to answer any complaints was the only reason that I returned to read here now. So actually will also still publish the rebukes as some here have been caught off center with their onslaughts. Terri was such a good friend to me, that I could only continue with this thread at his bequest to do that, and so at least allow this thread to stand for at least another month before it gets squashed. (He asked of me)

It seems to me that Chief Dan George once mentioned you, and so to say to you Yat ta heh! And so also to say to you that he had advised me that it was a great juncture in time at this meeting, for all of his people and then so also for all others at the same time.

It is hard to remember 47 years back or I could be more reliably specific and confident about quoting him (CDG) here. So as concerns about the Chief it would be a shame to not get the rest of The McKenna story out here - "Because Without Terri we would all be sorely caught extremely short-handed and more obliquely and completely of only totally off guard." (Somebodies quote to me once - Probably either the Chief or someone else closer to TM himself once)

[ May 24, 2006, 11:06 PM: Message edited by: Axl Omega ]

[Axl Omega]

Hey to Caprinardo Delirio:

I really didn't uderstand what you posted here entirely - and have estimated that it would take me about five more readings to nail it down exactly, or more precisely enough to be able to figure it out entirely. (besides that Tereance explained it to some degree himself) Actually an astounding piece of fine literal work - and I love things that go over my head - (However far high or undeservedly that they accomplish that)

But as far as it goes as to concern for myself as to whether it exists of being barbed or not - then as concerns my personal self-image of myself - it is only about becoming more intellectual than anything else that concerns me. It appears to be mostly irrelevant to the topic as it stands now, and so because that it can never become more than it actually at any time future no matter what anyone thinks they might desire of it. I have to refuse to respond personally to it.

And so thst also is because of that in 1968 Terri once pointed out to me "That actually it is not of my place to respond to it - or as concerns whatever it concerns as to the point of contributing to this thread. As he said once so long ago, "That it only concerns quotes that he had made originally - that had become only re-reported here by another." (If whether without due consideration by him of giving correct footnotes and a link to the orignal page)

"So then those quotes here not being of anybodies words but mine - It then is only appropriate for me alone to respond to any misplaced or misguided conjecture concerning them." (So as concerns any replies of quotes made by only Terrance M himself originally") He said also that, "He was extemely enamoured and flattered that you had taken so much good time and effort in the errant wasting of so many highly of well placed and good sounding of welcoming words, of which apparently come of such a highly intellectual prowess that is as obviously mighty as are yours!"
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"Whether they are well placed or prosaic of correctly poetically or prosaically based words - they are still not to the point of the eact argument." (As it is too off-centered as being applicable to him.) And so only essentally more or less a complete waste of time to concern with only the likes of him." "They are only correct conjecture by a more precise and expedient assignment to those who may actually be more entirely someone completely else."

So whether they are sprite or expletive or laudable words as still they may be, they still are misassigned in lacking a content of correct environment as to who they are correctly addressed to - in any case." (And in other words)

"And whether that it has all gone awry - as is concerns it being to the point of who to it is addressed to - or what it is that it says. It is still a brilliant work of intellectual conquest if it ever should find anyone to be more justifably assigned to. And so that it has perhaps been misplaced as put out of context with the facts at hand as to what it replies to - It still exists as of if coming from a brilliant mind - if ever correctly applied. So whether it is from a most pure poet or genius of wording or not - I would not fail to admire it still in spite of that it may not actually apply to anyone who actually ever existed."

[Isaiah Mpski]

Amen.

[Axl Omega]

This post is concerning of what Terri once confided in me as concerned his private life. The things that were the most important to him growing up, (As were compared to my own childhood) and as whether is opposed to any other biography by anyone else. This guy was gifted with a profound psychic ability, and so the conversations with him were usually comprised of it all concerning just him doing all of the talking, and then occasionally him asking if what he had said about me was true or not. He was always right when he did that, and then people would yell over to me at those times, "Didn't we warn oyu about him?" And activity was as bewildering as it could be,to listen to him telling you your own life. And it was as if you had to fear that he actually was a CIA Agent that had been sent to undo your mind. (For whatever reason they had singled you out) But I myself had always already had plenty of these types of fears in the back of my mind already, because of how Chief Dan George had once told me at the age of 8, "That your life will always be plagued with extrordinary difficulties. Strange people will come to you that will know your most innermost and well kept secrets, and you will always be led down into things like the path of crime because of someone knowing you and not telling you what they know in advance. That is because you are always being set up for that future so that you do not disrupt the fabric of the great deception that is our time, and if only because of your general good nature in wanting to help close friends - so that the leaders can control you. And your friends will not always truely be your friends, because they have been arrested for drug charges and did not tell you about that. I almost feel etrordinarily and entirely sorry for you, and that at times genuinely and that means a lot in my mind because I usually feel sorry for hardly anybody. That is because I know that with most people that most of their problems are only of their own making. But you will profit by all of this experience - in the end. Because you are differant from them and are not here just to fill another cog space in the workings. So remember this advice as best that you can - Whenever you are in difficulties or lost somewhere, then don't panic or fret too much about it, and just sit down where you are and watch for signs to happen in nature. (Some of those signs will be from me after I am dead - but anyone can do this also) Then follow the lead of those signs and they will lead you out of danger."

Things not included anywhere in print that I can find - are how he joined the Haight Ashbury Cause at age 20, after visiting that place for two or three years. And that he was was 23 at the time that we met - in 1967 - when I had first met him. He claimed to have been born in 1945 then. And he was a lot more healthy and strong and ambitious looking in that time than anyone has ever known him since. I do have a photo filed of him at that age - but it is on another computer of mine which I am not linked to at this time. Other people have this same photo, which is how I got mine.

Terri looked into his own future once or twice for me, and explained that he would lose a lot of his good health and strong temperment during the divorce from his wife later on in life. (At 27 abouts) So that is why he never looked the same again after those early days, when he had looked so healthy that he actually had more of a frightening or intimidating personna and look than the more passive demeanor of his later years. He was very aggressive in those days and was not a bit afraid of anyone at all, especially since he saw himself as an important protector of all of those people there in the Haight. And so because of that obligation then, that required everything to be his business that ever happened there - that concerned what was fair play in his mind. (In the Haight) He always carried a gun and was prepared to use it. (He proved to me)

My personal theory is that besides his divorce problems, that the US government eventually kidnapped him and then took and hooked him up to the machine again (That had educted him in all affairs of the US government) and then downloaded him of all of the information that he had been hiding from them. (Why he kept seeing "Machine Elves" all of the time in his life after that)

So it was perhaps that he had made the mistake of discussing some issues that were extra-sensitive with other people at least once. (Whic concered issues like we could get to the Moon and establish bases - which I think we already have accomplished according to reports of others on C2C) So because he was constantly monitored it is how and why they probably learned all of what he actually really knew or ever had. So that maybe they had planned it all from a long time before to download him at some future juncture - all along. Anyway I was once advised by his closest friend, that since Terri's mind contained all of the most pertinent and precise information that was possessed by the US government, that helicopters would follow him at any time that he ever left the Bay Area. (John Candy)

So you see the time lapse between of how and what he actually did do - when he was supposed to have attended High School - is accounted for by him as being only an immense and elborate cover-up of his records as attending there. With him on record as always being in attendance when actually he had almost never was around at any High School in his life ever. (He said though once in a while he was made to go back to High School and make appearances occasionally) He went straight out from his first semester as a Freshman there - into College as a mathematical prodigy. One of his math teachers had once and quickly taken note of his amazing abilities at math, and called a friend at Texas Tech right away to where then he was immediately transferred. So the rest here is what I gather from Wikipedia on him that made me remember our talks on these subjects together:

Terence McKenna grew up in a small, highly religious town in western Colorado. Unusually poor eyesight forced him to wear bifocals at an early age. This and his nonathletic nature made him an outcast, and he spent much of his childhood alone. He was introduced to the subject of geology by his uncle and developed a hobby of solitary fossil hunting in the Arroyos near his home. From this he developed a deeply artistic and scientific appreciation of nature.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terence_McKenna

McKenna was first informed of psychedelics by the writings of Auldus Huxley. His first direct experience with them came when he ate several packets of commercially produced moning glory seeds, an experience he claimed set the direction of his life.

"The Doors" became one of the premier acts of the late 1960s. The two had known each other at USUK and met by chance on Venice beach in July 1965. Morrison told Manzarek he had been writing songs and, at Manzarek's encouragement, sang Moonlight Drive. Manzarek immediately suggested they form a band. The band took their name from the title of a book by Aldous Huxley, The Doors of Perception, which was in turn borrowed from a line of poetry by the 18th century artist and poet William Blake: "If the doors of perception were cleansed, every thing would appear to man as it is: infinite."
Riane Eisler

Eisler has been described as a cultural historian, an evolutionary theorist, and a social thinker by her supporters. She coined the term "Dominator Culture" to describe the conflict between an "androcracy" (governance of social organization dominated by males) versus what she proposes was a partnership model (as distinct from matriarchy) for the social organization of ancient cultures. To support the idea that neither men nor women dominated one another in the distant past, Eisler cites archaeological evidence from southeast Europe, especially Crete, drawing much from the research of Marija Gimbtas and V.Gordon Childe.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Riane_Eisler

Tom Robbins
Thomas Eugene Robbins (born July 22, 1936 in Blowing Rock, North Carolina) is an American author. His novels are complex, often wild stories with strong social undercurrents and obscure but well-researched details. His novel Even Cowgirls Get the Blues (1976) was made into a movie in 1993 directed by Gus Van Sant, starring Uma Thurman.

A main character (Larry Diamond) in a book of his "Half Asleep in Frog Pajamas" advocates a theory similar to those of McKenna, involving Psilocybin.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom_Robbins

http://www.rotten.com/library/bio/mad-science/terence-mckenna/mckenna1.jpg

"Eventually the right to determine our own food and drug preferences will be seen as a natural consequence of human dignity, as long as it is done in a way that does not limit the rights of others."

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Terence McKenna was the smartest person of the 20th century, (In my opinion) and with that of no holds barred. So if some people can't entertain that we ever had anybody smarter in the history of that century than Albert Einstein only, then they ought to study the facts closer. And perhaps at some time after that will learn how their previous misconceptions just might be inaccurate. Actually Albert Einstien borrowed heavily of
most of his most basic ideas from Albert Abraham Michelson.
(Almost precisely word for word)

"On his return to civilian life, Michelson became more interested in astronomy, and in 1920 using light interference and a highly developed version of his earlier instrument he measured the diameter of the star Betelgeuse: This was the first determination of the size of a star that could be regarded as accurate. Michelson has contributed numerous papers to many scientific periodicals and among his more substantial works are the classics, Velocity of Light (1902) Light Waves and their Uses (1899-1903); and Studies in Optics (1927)."
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The version that I had read first, was that Michelson had been a High School teacher in the boonies (Of the tiny town of San Andreas) and who was the one who first conceptualized Albert's "Theory of Relativity" the first time) Eintstien was just more bent towards becoming an all-star recognized genius, as Michelson was merely more interested in moving forward with science - and so not just in towing all ideas forward to his own likness.

So it was more like how L Ron Hubbard had ripped off most of his good ideas from Allister Crowley when they were partners in starting up Jet Propulsion Laboratories way back when, than it was either of them pioneering new ideas of their own from scratch. (My opinion)

Albert Abraham Michelson http://nobelprize.org/physics/laureates/1907/michelson-bio.html

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AXL SAYS:And so did Terri tell you his entire life story when you met him. And if so why don't you post it?

Dont you know how long he could talk. My fingers can only do so much. He did say he liked snokeling on hamnine blocked DMT in Hawaii

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sometimes call harmine. or so so no. God bless. Where do you live now?