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ayahuascakhan
12-09-2007, 11:13 PM
I was just featured in this magazine I would love to hear people's opinions and Pinchbeck's if he still has time for us little folks.

December 2007
Issue #3002


1. The Genuine Review is a catalyst toward the global conscious shift that is absolutely imperative for the survival of our species as well as our planet. Our goals are not politically motivated although our actions might cause politically charged results. Our goal is to unify humanity under the banner of universal consciousness, that which is deep seeded love, peace and unity for all that exists within the universe. We strive to save the planet and ourselves… and in this we realize that we all must undergo rapid personal transformation. The Genuine Review provides yet another forum to express and decode what is happening internally, externally and globally. So please, if you feel that your goals for the next few years share a path that is intertwined with ours, realize that communication and networking are our most important assets. With this we ask you to please pass The Review on to anyone that you think would have something to offer and/or benefit from this
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Donald Arrington



1. Genuine Preamble
2 Contributions
*Columns
3. 2007 And Far From Heaven
4. Horizons: The Psychedelic Renaissance
5. The American Cockroach
*Poems
6. It's Always Someone's Heart Burning
7. The Unknown Poet
8. Norman, Why Couldn't You Live Forever
9.. City Nights
**Artist of the Month**
10. Bio
11. Revolution
12. Welcome Home
13. The Godhead
14. The Self
15. The Illusion
16. Conversations with Asad

2. Contributors

Donald Arrington- poet, musician, columnist ,founding editor of The Genuine Review

Rich Quatrone- columnist, poet, and playwright living at the jersey
shore for 15 years. He's the father of John and Eric. Rich
produces the Playwrights-on-the-Rise series for the Strand
Theater in Lakewood; he and Joe Musso have just completed
the indie film, Pussy of God, in which Rich is featured.

Asad Khan- ***Artist Of The Month***

Luke Smith- Columnist, layout, and design.

Trip! - master of jelly. Has spread himself all over the
world's bread, he is looking to further his career by toasting. Having
been labeled an eco-terrorist, charlatan, hedonist, and funkle, he
averts attention under his moniker as an hallucinegenic expatriate.
Understanding the limits of humanity, Trip indulges in an organic
vegan lifestyle made up of yoga, frequent masturbation, and
scrap-booking.


Columns


3. 2007 AND FAR FROM HEAVEN

Today's New York Times on the front page reports that between 100, 000 and 300, 000 barrels of oil a day are disappearing in Iraq. That's $5 to $15 million worth of oil disappearing daily in Iraq. I remember a few months ago the astonishing fact reported on CNN that $4, 000, 000, 000 dollars in one hundred dollar bills had disappeared in Iraq. That's four billion dollars in $100 bills, stolen, lost, in Iraq. This was reported on the corporate news one night. It was mentioned on a subsequent night, and "mentioned" is the key word. After that, nothing. Now, nothing. So, this is as good a place as any, I suppose, to say something about 2007. We are raping Iraq. I don't know, can you rape a dead victim? That's necrophilia, right? America has become a necrophiliac, then. Or perhaps I'm being unfair to the people of Iraq. They're not dead. Not all of them. We've managed to leave some alive. And people will always survive, as they did in Nazi Germany, as they do in Palestine, as
they do in Darfur, as they did and do in the African diaspora.

So maybe these remarks can focus on survival. On how we manage to keep our sanity, our health, our humor, our love, our hope, in 2007. Because really, what else is there for me to report about? We were given a chance on September 11, 2001. Corporate media never speaks of it this way, as we know. We received a wake up call that day, from the world. From the have nots of the world. We, the haves and the have mores, heard from the desperate that day. They'd been calling out to us for years, for decades, for longer than that. It wasn't coincidence that a few weeks before the attack on the World Trade Center our delegates walked out of the conference on the world's poor, held at Durbin, South Africa. We walked out. Didn't want to hear what the real needs were. Didn't want to hear what our global economic policies were doing to the economies and to the poor and vulnerable all over the planet, particularly in so-called third world countries. Of course, the attack on September 11
was planned before the Durban conference. But one might view our behavior there as the final signs of an illness about to make its full eruption onto the skin of a disease-riddled body. Our body. America's body.

So, 2007? Well, we might say it's something of a miracle that we're still standing in 2007. We, meaning America. Or at least the America of the rulers. The America whose president is George Bush. For, obviously by now, the real America has no president. It's leaderless. Of course, wisdom tells us, both America's are leaderless. And this is, perhaps, something we can see more clearly in 2007-- that the haves and the have everything’s thought they could install Bush and he would serve them well, fill their coffers, feed their appetites. But, by now, even they realize they've gone too far. That George Bush and his forces have pushed the world beyond its limits. Even pushed Nature beyond its limits. Sane folks could easily panic now in 2007. Or brave folks, wise folks. There is a time to panic. Or at least to be terrified. Or at least to anticipate being terrified. This is real terror. The terror we should feel and fear. The terror we should protect ourselves and posterity
from. This, the terror created by our own misdeeds, our own actions, our own cruelties, our own arrogance, and in the end, our own cowardice. 2007? An amazing year, then. Amazing because we're still walking around ignoring reality, ignoring the dangers inherent in our actions and policies, ignoring the violence we not only continue to do to the world's poor, beginning here at home, but are increasing.

What is the hope then in 2007? I'm not sure. I'm not sure there is any hope. I'm sorry to say it. I mean, there is always the painful hope, the hope I've spoken of to young people, including my sons. The hope that follows the full bloom of a disease that devastates an organism but doesn't kill it entirely. This is, I think, just about the only hope America currently has. What wise, strong, loving, patient people live with. That after the destruction and collapse of America as we know it, there will be those of us who survive, the few, the strong, the lucky, who will learn from all the errors, and begin anew.

Now, some will read these remarks and use them against me. Will say I'm not a patriot. Will say I'm dangerous. Of course, this is untrue. I am a patriot. I believe, for all its faults, in the Constitution. I believe America's forefathers, for all their blatant moral faults, had some inner core of wisdom, some dream perhaps, that said, maybe, just maybe, if we create this republic with this Constitution, a document with built-in methods of amendment, maybe we can transcend our own cruelty, maybe we can transcend the horrors we've committed against the Natives and the Africans, maybe we have created a document that purges itself and purges us, and in so doing, sets the framework for a nation in the future which will be truly a nation of all the earth's people come together, truly a nation with kindness, moral character, wisdom, strength and hope.

This is the real understanding we can, if we choose, have in 2007. We can work in intimate and public ways to help the earth survive us but also to benefit from us.


Rich Quatrone



4. Horizons:
The Psychedelic Renaissance


“There is nothing more American then Psychedelics!” proclaimed Neil Goldsmith Ph. D with a grin from the stage of the Judson Memorial Church in NYC. Neil, (whose ‘Ten Lessons of Psychotherapy, Rediscovered’ can be found in psychedelic medicine: new evidence for hallucinogenic substances as treatments [Praeger, 2007]) was one of the ten speakers who graced the stage at the first annual Horizons: conference for contemporary perspectives on psychedelics. He then proceeded to say, “that a science that can include alternate universes can surely make room for altered states of consciousness.”

The event was organized by Kevin Balktick, and sponsored by the non-profit organization MAPS (The Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies). On Saturday October 27, 2007 the historical church filled itself with open hearted, open minded explorers of consciousness. There was an absolutely magical aura radiating throughout that building as visionaries’, and true American patriots descended on New York City to push toward the public stream consciousness the importance of these sacred sacraments in a completely rational and scientific based dialogue.

Personally, I am sick of being forced by my government (the same government that claims to be exporting freedom across the globe) to live in secrecy. I am forced to hide my deepest most intimate connection to the universe, my spiritual union with the creator. No one should have to feel criminal in their search for the truth, in their search for the divine… especially in America!!!

Even in the midst of the ‘Drug War’, Opiate related deaths doubled from 1999 to 2004, and most were from legal opiates used to treat pain. Now I don’t know about you but I’ve never heard of anyone ever over dosing on marijuana (just to name one of these entheogens that have sacred roots throughout planetary culture. When I look around I see hopeful eyes in hopeless places with their needles in their arms... With crack pipes hanging out of their mouths... With no faith in humanity... We are loosing the war on drugs…

I’ve been told that freedom doesn’t come free, and I say that I am not free to practice my own spirituality. The time for religious persecution in America is over. We as Americans, take our liberty for granted the way we take our natural resources for granted, seeing both rather casually as being magically self replenishing (Naomi Wolfe, The End Of America, 2007 ). Amidst this struggle – this fight to ward off the fascist scumbags that have high jacked America and its constitution, it was really nice you know to sit down in the middle of New York City… the cultural epicenter of the western world and be able to just take a breather. To just sit and smile, and look around and know that I am not here alone. That we are all in this together, that no matter where I may go I will always have a home… because I will always have my comrades’ – brothers and sisters in arms, whether at Burning Man or at Horizons or even just a local show, you can catch those eyes that just seem to
speak to you… to beacon you… to shine just a little brighter than all the rest. You know your on the same page, and that feeling makes all the difference.

As Terence McKenna said, “A specter is haunting planetary culture – the specter of drugs… and the time has therefore come in the deal of great natural discourse that is the history of ideas, thoroughly to rethink our fascination with the habitual use of psychoactive and physioactive plants.” (Terence McKenna, Food Of The Gods). And that’s what Horizons was all about – an open dialogue to help rethink our perceptions of altered states of consciousness so that we might one day as a species be able to harness the energies of these experiences, to help use them to heal not only ourselves but our planet. And for that I am so thankful for this freshly inaugurated annual event, thank you Horizons… thank you… you couldn’t have come at a better time, it's because of events like you and organizations such as MAPS that the psychedelic renaissance is here.

MAPS is fighting for and organizing psychedelic research throughout the world. The first legally sanctioned human studies with LSD are set to begin sometime in early 2008. Go to www.maps.org for more info.

Donald Arrington

5. The American Cockroach

(New York City) – An unidentified terrorist menace has been destroying public and private property for weeks. Residents of Washington Heights from 175th street to 209th street follow the ink trails, and find one thing in common; cockroaches.
Police have identified cockroach caricatures riddled on corporate buildings, apartments, sidewalks, and public parks. The Citywide Vandals Taskforce, headed by Chief Ed Young, is sponsoring a $500 reward program for any information that will lead to the arrest and conviction of this vandal.
“Graffiti is something for which our administration has zero tolerance,” Mayor Bloomberg said, calling it “an invitation to criminal behavior.”
In each painting, the cockroaches are personified into domestic human roles. Along the historic cobblestone 190th subway station, a cockroach is seen blowing bubbles that form into peace symbols. The bubbles scatter twenty feet away from the insect.
“I kind of enjoy it,” said a local, who wishes to remain anonymous, “It makes me feel good to see it on my way to work.”
But the police department disagrees. With recent collaborative efforts within the city, infrared cameras have been installed in discreet locations
across Manhattan. In order to locate and incarcerate vandals, detectives are examining graffiti patterns.
“I think it’s misguided young people,” said James Degina, 72, who spoke while fishing on Sunday in the harbor in the village. “I fought in World War II against this type of thing.”
If you have seen any vandalism, report it immediately to your local police station, or dial 311. across Manhattan. In order to locate and incarcerate vandals, detectives are examining graffiti patterns.


Trip!


Poems


6. IT'S ALWAYS SOMEONE'S HEART BURNING

the way of the world
in iraq endless murders are taking place
women men children homes burned demolished
all for america's sick heart
bush the madman on the rampage
unbridled greed arrogance stupidity malice idiocy
it's always someone's heart burning
35 million americans gone hungry last year
american children starving
children and the elderly and the rest of us
without healthcare
the rich fatten in their mansions mexican vacations
bloated meals at fancy restaurants
the new york times carries ads for watches that cost
thousands of dollars dresses and suits and a multitude
of obscene luxuries the same
it's always someone's heart burning breaking smothering
beneath this sick nations unchecked violence
kids killing kids in schools
teachers fucking students
millions of american homes without real books or art
televisions poisoning the minds and hearts of teenagers
and little children
the nightly news lying to us
ignoring real stories for trivia and bizarre tales
of individual depravity
while national depravity is left unmentioned
it's always someone's heart burning and breaking
and starving from lack of real nourishment hope love
and then of course there are the small travesties
and betrayals we withstand daily in our private lives
which pale by comparison

17nov07
8:23am
rich quatrone



7. THE UNKNOWN POET
for bob laguardia


take this ode to the unknown poet
30 years silence
but not in his garret
where the best poetry was written
where he poured out his heart soul mind
now we have an ode to him
better than those with reputations
friend allen was out there making his play
became the most famous poet in his day
talking to us, the people on the street, the people
off our feet, down, out, beat
that's it
beat
and he did a good job
he had followers
why, i'm one, no doubt
claimed ancestry to whitman
had conversations with blake while high
i sigh
but behind it all
beneath it all
lay the deeper load
the mother lode
the silent explosion of the unknown poet
drawing on the culture of the past
on our literary ancestors
drawing on the knowledge of warfare
drawing on a conversations with his brother
there he was
like no other
said, damn it
i won't take part in this charade
i won't have it made
and so for thirty years his poetry cooked in its own juices
the long stew
compressed beneath itself
burrowing deep into the core
anabolic poetry
having learned the art of submersion
the unknown poetry of the unknown poet
secretly plodding secretly plotting
writing the poem to show the final folly of all wars
the world went along
the sycophantic scribblers and rhymers made big reputations
for themselves
and passed themselves off as the real deal
but who, tell me, who really believed this lie
only the simpletons the bored and the boring
those who needed flattery and something to tell
themselves to keep away the suicidal impulses
liars all
uninspirers all
so now
another twenty years gone by
the world about to die
on the threshold of his own death
the unknown poet give us his
last breath


9nov07
brick, nj
Rich Quatrone


8. NORMAN, WHY COULDN'T YOU
LIVE FOREVER!?

i loved you, norman
and now my son loves you!
jesus, norman, why couldn't you live
forever, or at least another 20 years,
to see us through this godforsaken time
with the likes of bush in the white house
and the country gone to shit.
norman!!!!!!
norman mailer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where the hell are you now when we all
need you?
you're in your books, i know. 30 books!!
i read the new york times article about you
by some shmuck reporter who makes you out
to be some kind of egomaniacal nutcase with
talent.
hell, no, norman!
you were the real deal.
a genius of the highest order.
well, i'm tired, norman, i really am.
i'm only 60 and i'm tired.
how the hell did you make it to 84?
okay, norman, i'm going back to
my life. see you in 20.

regards
Rich Quatrone


9. City Nights

Shattered realms, and beats dancing open new vortexes’
Of light and happiness. We gather around the
The moon and tell stories of the beds we used
To sleep in,
collecting new information and wishing
that we could fall back in time,
comfortable in the womb.

Crystal culture opens portals to heaven on earth, and
The cleansing remembering about our souls.
Shells surround our bones as we grow toward
Enlightenment and the showing of the globe.
Open mouth, ingest the seed. Mind expand,
Let go of greed. Let go of the past, future,
Dreams and memories.
Enter the moment of
Now… Beautiful we stand,
incumbent of ourselves.

Ecclesiastical signs penetrate third eyes in paintings of life
Alive on mirrored walls. Do what ever you want,
Whenever you want -
you only live once.

II.

Walk past dead animals and stolen artifacts jailed inside
The glass our own dirty history of destroying the
World. Planet used to be covered in trees now
Concrete and cold. Space molds now, with then
and us with them. Extraterrestrial metal structuring
Staring into the eyes of the sun we be one with natures
Mystery writing away our wrongs and regrets choke
The chest as our eyes ingest our past ink telling me
The lies that the past thinked willingly,
a country in disguise is a very
unnatural looking thing.

Space monkeys programmed Apollo holding the globe
On its axis. God is a hermaphrodite and the virgin
Mother mary is a whore. Bible spliffs puff quick
As monsters knock on our door. “Come just let me
In for a second.” Wide pupils eventually leave
Beer on the floor.

III.

Departure from this concrete maze of torture and pigs and
Junkies galore. Magic metal bird flying through skies
Filled with sorrow and war. Carry people from home
To home, always come back for more. The garden
State magnetic field attracts crap in the cracks of the
Boards we walk upon,
hot summer lawn exploding
Into meat.

We meet the same girl and share our insanities with each others
Manly halves.

We are all prisoners of some kind of war. Missing in the action
Of being fully alive. These day’s I almost feel like I’m dying –
And I am, - one day at a time.

We all fall in love with dirty little whores, - they, knock us down
Back into line like we’re some kind of five foot bowling
Pins. And, “how did the world come to this?” we ask.
In our fits of rage with no place to place the hate
and animosity of a generation.
Stuck in a technological trap with television chords
wrapped around our necks,
tourniqueting our heads from our bodies.
work sleep eat breath,
our favorite hobbies have lost meaning.
Creating revenue for corporate gains instead of maintaining
Open brains - minds knotted in spotted patterns, we were raised
to think like this.
Unfit to hip lifts in conciseness, extinguishing
our pure thoughts of love and peace and love.

Hieroglyphics on old buildings show the decay of western society
Art ‘labeled’ vandalism is historic for that. Or at least - it will be.
New world forming in place of the old one. Our chapter in
History lies before us. One foot in front of the other,
Building blocks of humanity,
art can save the world,
yes art can save the world,
yes art can save the world…

February 20, 2007
12:00PM Brick, NJ
Donald Arrington

ayahuascakhan
12-09-2007, 11:14 PM
***ARTIST OF THE MONTH***

10. ASAD KHAN

Asad is a man who is on the path that many have taken to reach their own enlightenment. A New York native, Asad has seen people from all walks of life, as he has lived in Pakistan, Texas, Florida, and currently in New Jersey. This 21 year old Leo has studied philosophy, cultural anthropology, psychology, and religion at Rutgers University where he dual majors in Economics and Theater Arts. Asad is an actor in training and was recently in an off Broadway show in NYC called "Patriot Acts". Since the beginning of 2007 Asad has been researching psychedelics, shamanism, alchemy, sacred geometry, entheogens, sound vibrations, telepathy, yoga, and how to actively seek methods in spreading global consciousness. This man has a wide range of talent and he feels his strongest expression is through the median of art, specifically spoken word and poetry. He has performed in several venues including Pandora Scooters OOTB in North Brunswick. What really defines him is his inherent
ability to make people around him smile and feel alive. Asad has worked with autistic children and Alzheimer’s patients at JFK in the past. Major influences in Asad's work include: Alex Grey, Stanislav Grof, Graham Hancock, Daniel Pinchbeck, Ghandi, Deva Premal, and Karsh Kale. The
philosophy that resonates through his being is that: Everything is energy. Thoughts, Orgasms, trees, each breath, oranges, laughter, and ultimately us. So if God is simply the all encompassing energy that spans out into infinite space and time, than that means he is in everything including ourselves. So we can awaken the divinity and realize we are all God along with everything else through catalysts such as LSD, Breath work, laughter, entheogens, yoga, and other methods that will allow you to be in tune with your breathe and body. He can be reached at asadkhan@eden.rutgers.edu and he welcomes all. The following are four poems by this talented young man and a very insperational interview...

11. Revolution

I am not a number or label
I am the future
I am the creation of god
I live in a realm of good and evil
This realm is led by lost souls that indulge in their own hypocrisy
I am not lost. I will not allow myself to be a pawn of a mindless organization that pursues its own interests
Drugs, music, love, family, art, poetry has awakened the eye of my soul and I cannot be kept silent
Just as cities are destroyed and rebuilt. So shall it be with the lives of each new generation that paves the roads away from the cities of ignorance toward cities illuminating with wisdom and purity
I refuse to be a product or endorse poison that media shoves down your throat
I WILL NOT allow my people to be seen as terrorists or insurgents because they speak in beautiful tongues
The purity of our ancestors has waned as far as the eye can see in the infinite space and time
I beg my brothers to commence in this revolution that is guided by a new wave of freedom
A freedom that was once promised to us in this land that has shed generations of blood from men of all cultures
I will NOT BE FAKE and drown in the endless pits of unfulfilled promises of becoming a figure of respect by selling my soul
TO A MACHINE!!!
Feel the crisp and pure air once again resonating in your lungs. Bleed and feel the pain that millions of foreign children and mothers go through every fucking day.
My scars of racism still bleed and it must stop!!!! It must not consume our future with groups that ruin youth’s lives by droning them with hate propaganda.
I will make a difference because I would not be human if I just stood here watching my life melt away in a typical suburban Starbucks McDonalds SUV dream.
Philosophy, wine, weed, intertwined with the endless orgasms erupt in my brain as I see the light and the truth that has been tainted and kept from me by those who wish to use you and empty the life and potential out of you.
You say I am this and that and should act a certain way to make sure others are more comfortable!
Fuck that!
I will express myself through my clothes, music, poetry, art, and voice that will shake this world into a revolution of life.

12. Welcome Home

The suffering of our planet is immense
Souls so dense close to end must repent
Open mind is truly the key
True visions of living life spiritually
Spreading awareness instead of misery
Foul lies told by the government bureaucracy
Mockery and masquerades
Put up by the media brigade
Age zero to six
Is the subconscious of the child that reflects all that is being from parent to parent
The emotions portrayed are so apparent
Hypocrisy has crawled into me and planted a home
It refuses to leave if I eliminate my ego will I be alone?
Man to Machine to Clone
Taking responsibility instead of creating excuses
Refute the truth and you shall never see lucid
Clarity to seeing your own hypocrisy
Awareness and kindness perhaps the antidote
Knowing and still doing the opposite how can I cope?
Note the dualistic approach of saying one thing and doing another
Stop living under those covers and expose the self
Don’t put your ego above on the top shelf
Take it down and rearrange your thoughts don’t get lost
So easy to get distracted and lost in the masses
Capitalism to Fascists these bastards creating factions
To spread these distractions to blind us from the truth
That we are all one and should not compete for the fountain of youth
No such thing stop consuming culture and create your own
These are ways to integrate hypocrisy so Welcome home


13. The Godhead

Breathe and listen while absorbing ancient wisdoms
Penetrating through the pineal gland erupting visions
Causing the expansion of consciousness as each breathe retracts
Mass disinformation and distortion don’t deviate or let it distract
It takes time reprogramming the nation to a station of facts
The channel is your inner voice viewing yourself from the present, future, and past
You are experiencing God so just ride the waves of euphoria and relax
Each breathe brings you closer to the crescendo of orgiastic climax
Our perceived notion of reality fades as awareness of the self grows/Don’t pull back
Let the nexus between space and time close as you reach the light within

14. The Self

I want to break barriers and limitations
unleash my unborn children in the womb of the earth
to give birth to a nation that breaks free of the shackles of enslavement
They have our consciousness locked in cages spreading wisdom from the pages of sages
Evolution of the self seeing the light within to help be free from the dark
Symbols have plagued our society as psychic toxicity spreads like a wildfire
The divine within will be illuminating the path to keep our species on this planet

15. The Illusion

As the arms race continues to pace in rapid movement
The people are being aware of the atrocities of our own government
a new age of conscious thinkers where we will no longer rely on
information from a corperate devil controlled government that spreads poison
through media and capitalism. ITS TIME TO BE FREE and no longer be
silenced by those who wish to control our planet.
TIME TO UNVIEL the illusions of puppeteers that have manufactured and
distributed crack in the ghettos.
THE TIME TO UNVIEL GEORGE BUSH and his plan to remove the tops of mountains

TIME TO UNVIEL the evil henchmen in skull and bones at Yale
These illusions keep us from providing solutions for our social contusions
Psychic pollution pushed through cancerous satellite wavelenghts
Suits covering the bodies of those who try to hide behind costumes of death
In the end all we have left is our breath that will clear the toxic
fog with one deep exhale.

16. Conversations With Asad

I had an opportunity to have a beautiful conversation with Asad Khan via the telephone on October 28 , 2007. I hope you all enjoy this interview as much as I did. My questions are all italicized under GR , and his are not under AK … Hope you enjoy…


GR- I wanted to start off with your poem The Illusion, at first you mentioned the arms race, then the line the people are coming aware, and I was just thinking about the world I guess and that poem, well it seems very optimistic considering our circumstances and I guess I was just wondering how you remain so optimistic?

AK- It’s just from all of my experiences’ that I’ve had recently in the past year. It’s very evident that our society is in that state of chaos and war and plague and how we’re raping our eco system. And just seeing all that and still being able to see a little baby smile or a child’s laughter or someone helping an old lady cross the street. It just reflects and it echoes to me that with all this there is still that humane side of humanity, and I see people like you … we’re fighting, we are warriors in this, we’re spreading global consciousness. I’m still able to put myself in this place of hope and positive energy because everything is energy man. If I can reflect a smile to someone that smile is going to be rippled through everyone, and to answer your question its just a matter of realizing that it is all going to be ok, that everything is happening for a reason. And I feel that this whole turmoil, that all this is happening so that we can come full circle back to
realizing that we are all god and that heaven and hell are both on earth, and that we can make it whatever we want… by 2012 as the Mayans prophesized we will be in a new age. We are in a new age. The
new age as conscious thinkers. I love talking to creative people because I feel that creativity is the next step of our evolution. Through art through all these mediums.. It’s
all about intentions through these mediums. For me personally sometimes I feel so drained, so pulled down by these unwanted forces, but then someone will come around and give me a smile, give me a real hug, give me a real emotion and an energy and I’m awakened bam! like that.. and so I’ve been thankful to god that I’ve been surrounded by positive influences and people of the same mindset.

GR- alright so sticking to the awareness part of the first question also bouncing back and forth a little throughout your poems. In Welcome Home you say, “taking responsibility instead of creating excuses, refute the truth and you shall never see lucid, clarity to seeing your own hypocrisy…” I was just thinking that especially as Americans this is the key to self awareness so I guess I just wanted you to touch on that, self awareness..

AK- yes definitely a lot of what I have been researching and been involved in has been these same train of thoughts, like in yoga in breath work in religion well different aspects of spirituality and religions, they all talk about the self. That it starts with the self, because how can you love the world if you don’t love yourself? So I write a lot about having this self realization that you are god and that you can effect everything in this world. Umm… my philosophy right here is that everything thoughts, trees, ideas, breath, laughter, that’s all energy and we’re energy, and I believe that god is simply the all encompassing energy that spans out into infinity and space, and that means that he’s inside of us… and once we become aware of this, once we accept that everything is energy than you can have this self awareness of your inner divinity and the power that you can have in your influence in your words and thoughts and actions… so becoming aware that we are all
hypocrites’ we are.. its such a human underlying thing… and its so understandable we can’t judge because we all bathe in our hypocrisy, because of the society that we live in. We’ve strayed away from the honor, you know you say one thing that your gonna do, and then in your actions and in your mannerisms’ you do the complete opposite, and so I mention that in Welcome Home that by taking responsibility for your actions and your words and fulfilling them instead of just, pushing them aside like its nothing. Its taking responsibility to quote the poem, taking responsibility instead of making excuses, for the things that you’ve done… and then I say, refute the truth and you shall never see lucid, clarity to see your own hypocrisy, so once you refute the truth that you’ve known to be true, and if you’re denying it you’ll never be able to see lucid you’ll never see clear to your own hypocrisy. Once you say “ oh that persons a hypocrite”, but what about yourself? You have to
accept that you yourself are also a hypocrite, and there are ways to control it, by becoming aware. So to come back to what you were asking about is that there is this awareness but we must start with ourselves, by loving ourselves by figuring out what is important to us, you know… why are we here, and then only once you become aware that we all have hypocrisy, then perhaps we can evolve as a species to reach that point of consciousness.

GR- staying on the topic of evolution, you had mentioned that creativity is the next step in human evolution, so I was hoping you could talk about how your self awareness evolved and how it helped shape you as a poet and a creative human being.

AK- for me personally my journey my path has been quite a long journey in figuring out. Well let us start with the essence. It all starts with the self, and so for me it took me a while to trace all of the traumatic events that have happened in my life and figure out what all these major events in my life mean today and what I can do now to reach the next step of evolution. For myself as a human as a person as a being of light, and what I’ve seen from what I’ve learned it’s all in the art, the creativity. I believe to quote a famous movie A Bronx Tale with De’niro he says to his son Calogero, “The saddest thing in life is wasted talent.” And I feel that each one of us is born with an inherent talent, a dormant talent that will become more clear as you walk your path, and from what I’ve seen its all in the arts its all in the opposite which is the downfall of our evolution which is laziness. The opposite spectrum is creativity and going out and doing these random poetry
scenes, spoken word, or like Alex Grey creating this sacred space putting up this beautiful psychedelic visionary art and it doesn’t even necessarily have to remain in that same structure it can be skate boarding, you know, whatever makes you instantly come to this place of realization, that all this creativity and beauty is coming out of you, your exuding all of this creativity. And so I feel that when people stop worrying about the things that we’re worrying about and just come together and unite in just creating… Creating these beautiful spaces and artworks and words and all these things and fusing them all together, we’re all going to transcend and see and go back. I believe that Graham Handcock he talks a lot about the quest for ancient civilizations and knowledge and he talks about these early forms of artworks, these cave artworks, that appeared around the same time that language started to develop, so it was in our nature to try and
sort of express this new found creativity with drawings and expressing our energy onto cave walls, so you asked me for myself and I feel that expressing myself, because you see… (laughter)… as a child I had trouble articulating myself, expressing myself with words, so as I started to write poetry and random thoughts and ideas onto paper it all came in the moment, I was so in the moment in the now that it would just start flowing.
I would just start writing, and I’d read it back to myself on the paper and I realized wow! This is so pure as opposed to: ok now I have to write a poem so I’m gonna write a poem, so its that creativity its that moment being in the now and having all that come out and then spreading it to people. And if everyone could do that, if everyone could find their talent and express it, in whatever form it may be, then I think we would all just unite and come together and forget about all the mundane things and the all bullshit and the drama and the stress that we accumulate and build up and blockade, it will all just melt away if we just realize that we all are god that we all have this inherent talent. Some people don’t find it until their into their 80’s, but we owe it to the grid, like Joe Rogan said every night when we dream DMT is triggered and I know I’m going off on a little tangent here but every night when we sleep Joe Rogan, so many philosophers, researchers, Rene
Descartes have all talked about the pineal gland the third eye and so every night when we sleep in our dream state we trigger, release huge amounts of DMT. So we’re actually expanding our consciousness every night and that is why the universe is expanding. Scientists are noting this that the universe is expanding so every night when we sleep we’re expanding the universe by dreaming. I don’t know how I got there but I hope I answered your question with my, well what ever you call it.

GR- oh no definitely you did I’m actually glad you went down that route the next question I was going to ask you was about your poem Revolution in it you say, “Drugs, music, love, family, art, poetry, has awakened the eye of my soul and I cannot be kept silent.” And I guess the word drugs just comes off wrong to most middle class Americans...

AK- oh of course… of course it would because of the people who are feeding it to them. Alright I’ll start with Michael Tsarion, me and you personally have been talking about him for quite a while now, and he talks a lot about symbols and the occult symbols a lot of these symbols. What I’m getting at is that we the people give symbols power, we give it power. Like the dollar sign like the pyramid with the all seeing eye, you know money would be nothing if the people didn’t give it power or else it would just be paper with ink on it. So my point here is that you mentioned middle class society giving connotations to certain words because of the media which puts a spin on it for there own interests. When I say drugs, music, love, family, art, poetry has awakened the eye of my soul and I cannot be kept silent what I am saying is that through these different experiences through these different entheogens that I have experienced they’ve aloud me to clear certain blockages. It’s
not to say that you need entheogens (such as LSD, psilocybin mushrooms, peyote, mescaline, ayahuasca, salvia d) not to say that you need these things, but they can be catalysts to bring you to that self realization that you are god. So these things have aloud me to become more aware and more conscious of my body mind and spirit. Music plays a huge huge role for me, because music I feel transcends language and just brings everyone together. Because everything is sound vibrations, we are all breathing pulsating beings of light and music is a reflection of that. I’ve found god many times in music. So drugs music art family poetry, all of these things have been catalysts have been things that I have embodied things that I have been swimming in that have aloud me to awaken the eye of my soul, and really I’m talking about my third eye the eye of my soul, because your soul really is your pineal gland. So I’ve been able to just have these profound experiences. For my first time
this year I experienced LSD and it was the most holy and the most beautiful experience of my entire being. And there’s really no words, I feel that there shouldn’t be words really to describe this sacred space, but what it did for me, was make me realize that I could communicate with my inner divinity. Not to stray off topic, but people, especially in the 70’s with Timothy Leary bringing more awareness to LSD, people stopped exploring um… LSD and other things that we now have come to realize are actually quite beneficial, the opposite of the connotation that has been strung around drugs. Terence McKenna – Ohhhhh man, Terence McKenna has been a hhuuuugge influence on my life. People call him the father of psychedelics, because he was so able to articulate, because he was so able to express himself in regards to entheogens. I remember McKenna talking about different experiences that he has had, and he says, “that in our culture in the west we have enshrined certain drugs
like tobacco, alcohol and these have been excepted in our society and anything else (including psychedelics) on the opposite end of the spectrum, their deemed harmful.” Look at marijuana (laughter) look at movies such as Reefer Madness.. they have such a control the media and government, their voice is so subconscious and subliminal but they’ll make you buy product x, y, and z because they deem it ok. Just look at all these pharmaceutical drugs and companies and when you look at it 80% of all pharmaceutical drugs that we take here in the west, come from Amazonia. The natural extracts from the Amazonian plants. And that other 20% are the chemicals that these companies add into the mix to make you more hooked and essentially not better. And that’s my whole point when I say the line before that is I am not lost, I will not allow myself to be a pawn in a mindless organization that pursues its own interests, and then I say, drugs, music, art, family, poetry, has awakened they
eye of my soul and I cannot be kept silent so my whole point here is that I will not be a pawn for this mindless organization which is… it sucks but it is our government. And people are becoming more hurt and aware of that as they see the 9-11 truths, that it was our own government that its always been our own government. And its so hard to penetrate this system because its been this way for a long time, its been an unspoken thing and unfortunately the people are the victims, so for me its all these different catalysts that brought me into my self awareness. All the answers are already within us… all these things have already been explored, and its just time for us to become aware of these hidden truths that have been veiled by these puppeteers. And so for me drugs music love family art poetry, that’s my life… and it has awakened the eye of my soul… and I cannot be kept silent… I cannot be kept silent… and I wont be. And they will try, they’ll try… but if we stand strong
nothing can stop us if we unite. The people united will never be defeated. It all starts with us, and its going to end with us.

GP- beautifully stated my friend.. any last words I leave this one open for any shout outs or what have you.

AK- I’ve been trying to spread this web site which says it all its www.consciousmedianetwork.com which is a hub a library full of interviews videos and links from all different researchers, psychologists, philosophers, artist, its just a solid web site full of information. You have people like Stanislav Grof, Graham Handcock, Alex Grey, Michael Tsarion, Ralph Metzner who’s heavy into alchemy, umm all of these people. Everyone should definitely utilize that web site and spread it, and everyone should watch Zeitgeist which is a phenomenal documentary. And aside from that I just want to say to whoever reads this interview that its ok, everything is going to work out the way that its supposed to. And all we have to do is keep on spreading positive energy. You know, just spread that love because we are all god and everything is going to be just fine. These corporate devils will never defeat us if we just become more conscious consumers and live holistically. Oh yeah and
www.deoxy.org and www.erowid.com two more websites and ayahuasca… if they have a chance everyone should drink and research ayahuasca. That’s my next path I’m going to drink ayahuasca with Shipibo shamans in march, and actually if anyone wants to join me email me at asadkhan@eden.edu. And thank you I’ll leave it at that.


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