Bowdenta
01-05-2008, 11:58 AM
this year I have been noticing more and more "synchronicities" as pinchbeck talks about during the first phase of psychic awakening. they were occuring so frequently I sort of thought i was having a schizophrenic break as i am 24 now and traditional rationality was telling me i was going crazy. i thought the large amount of ketamine i did 4 years ago had deceived me into thinking i was touching god when in reality i was fracturing my reality in a bad way. but as these sychnocities multiplied exponentially in the last 6 months as well as meeting the most talented musician I've ever heard, I started to believe that something was coming and my mind was being forced to see it and prepare for it. __________________________________________________ _____________________________________________ after reading "genesis race" by Will Hart and then watching Akira and I am legend, i started noticing that I am thinking these ideas before i see or read them. this really freaked out me and my friends who were witness to "prophetic" ideaologies. I thought i was gaining certain powers that my musician friend has (psychic powers, telepathy, reading emotions of people who aren't even in the room). now i'm stating to believe that im just tapping into this "archetype" within us that seeks a higher power and we are currently being prepared for it making the signs more obvious to the observant and open-minded. . __________________________________________________ __________________________________________________ _________________________________________________ _________________________________________ ______ in short I feel like I was led to this book during my holiday shopping. it was in an obscure part of the store on the bottom level but it somehow was calling to me. within it's pages were the exact things I was ready to hear confirmed because i had been forming these ideas on my own but pinchbeck just synthesizes and crystalizes these archetypical notions so perfectly. I consider myself a modern day shaman as well and use mind altering drugs to help my spiritual quest to understand the nature of god. I'm a major poster on bluelight.ru and I'm currently in pharmacy school. suffice to say I am a well-educated scientist who is struggling to unlock the philosophical mysteries before they are fully revealed in the next few years. oh yeah I am big into politics and i see obama winning Iowa as a huge moment in human history. end n00b rant