hannes
01-15-2004, 08:09 AM
I am not sure if this matter fits here or more into the demonbattle topic.
Some short introduction. I´am visiting a lot of trance partys and i figured out a kind of magic that works well for me. After some hours of dancing without interruption in a highdossage mushroom or acid penetrated state i figured out that this creates an attiuted of invincibility. Usally i feel transformed into some kind of destructice thunderbeing an holder of the vajra. This in 95 percent makes me able to cross the abyss and to be plugged into the source of creation,the inner light the core of truth and so on. Often i´ve got visions that are proofed through synchronicity and in many cases i can integrate things easily if am able to stretch my beliefs towards those new discoverys. Sometimes the stuff is so wicked that it is like i heard a wierd story from somebody else. And then it is not so easy to draw the consequences. Often when i am on that party i am sure that this is about a battle of consciousness and in this is a psychedelic warfare. That the demonic entitys and the corporate media is´nt able to stand that penetrant beat and sonic frequencys. That my CNS is cleared through some frequency fire from mental parasites.
A while ago my father has died and sorrounding this event a had a trip with some strange insights almost 2 years later without any obvious reason again.I try to discribe with words so far as i am able. First i had the assumption that souls or conciousness exist within evrything and especially in some structures where it can influence the quantum uncertainity. These edge between yes and no. I had strong feeling that some very old beings,very similar to vampires, bats and moths are related to some blood-lines and power-structures. So bats fit very well in a sense as a matphor because they are seeing with it´s ears. My assumption was that in this inverse or secret dimension these beings are almost real like we are, just another frequence spectrum. By some kind of ressonat influence they where able to use people. It felt that they took advantage from the fact the people have not full control over the rites of birth and death. The way how someone bury his or her relatives was importend to make them confused about spirit realms.That the most profund moment of live a gouverned by people who are absoulutly not attached to it.Something that is kept by instituitions to establish an hidden slave chain.That all felt very subtile but not less determinig.I do not thought that these institutions do that consciously but they are somehow under influence. These problems where also very similar to stuff like copyright and the upcoming DigitalRightsManagement. Laws that give corporate or clans the right of exploiting people over generations. Do make profit with things that some allready dead forefathers have done. A Necromantic magic of peonage! These Demonic beings had a real vampiric appearance and extremly old and powerfull species, probably somehow related to blood lines and maybe something that exist withing evry clan and that is just a question of who owns whom.You can call it vampire-overloards. So twice a time i had the idea of some special task i had to solve that would give me magic power if i do so and that liberates my blood-line form silly beliefs. A real act of selfempowerment.
Since i´am from germany i have some problems with english, i hope i could made myself graspable.
This all sounds also very strange to myself that is the reason why i post it here.But this is the story how i can remember it. I hope to hear from someone who is familar with that kind of stuff!
I thought daniel is probably experienced in that.
Hannes
Some short introduction. I´am visiting a lot of trance partys and i figured out a kind of magic that works well for me. After some hours of dancing without interruption in a highdossage mushroom or acid penetrated state i figured out that this creates an attiuted of invincibility. Usally i feel transformed into some kind of destructice thunderbeing an holder of the vajra. This in 95 percent makes me able to cross the abyss and to be plugged into the source of creation,the inner light the core of truth and so on. Often i´ve got visions that are proofed through synchronicity and in many cases i can integrate things easily if am able to stretch my beliefs towards those new discoverys. Sometimes the stuff is so wicked that it is like i heard a wierd story from somebody else. And then it is not so easy to draw the consequences. Often when i am on that party i am sure that this is about a battle of consciousness and in this is a psychedelic warfare. That the demonic entitys and the corporate media is´nt able to stand that penetrant beat and sonic frequencys. That my CNS is cleared through some frequency fire from mental parasites.
A while ago my father has died and sorrounding this event a had a trip with some strange insights almost 2 years later without any obvious reason again.I try to discribe with words so far as i am able. First i had the assumption that souls or conciousness exist within evrything and especially in some structures where it can influence the quantum uncertainity. These edge between yes and no. I had strong feeling that some very old beings,very similar to vampires, bats and moths are related to some blood-lines and power-structures. So bats fit very well in a sense as a matphor because they are seeing with it´s ears. My assumption was that in this inverse or secret dimension these beings are almost real like we are, just another frequence spectrum. By some kind of ressonat influence they where able to use people. It felt that they took advantage from the fact the people have not full control over the rites of birth and death. The way how someone bury his or her relatives was importend to make them confused about spirit realms.That the most profund moment of live a gouverned by people who are absoulutly not attached to it.Something that is kept by instituitions to establish an hidden slave chain.That all felt very subtile but not less determinig.I do not thought that these institutions do that consciously but they are somehow under influence. These problems where also very similar to stuff like copyright and the upcoming DigitalRightsManagement. Laws that give corporate or clans the right of exploiting people over generations. Do make profit with things that some allready dead forefathers have done. A Necromantic magic of peonage! These Demonic beings had a real vampiric appearance and extremly old and powerfull species, probably somehow related to blood lines and maybe something that exist withing evry clan and that is just a question of who owns whom.You can call it vampire-overloards. So twice a time i had the idea of some special task i had to solve that would give me magic power if i do so and that liberates my blood-line form silly beliefs. A real act of selfempowerment.
Since i´am from germany i have some problems with english, i hope i could made myself graspable.
This all sounds also very strange to myself that is the reason why i post it here.But this is the story how i can remember it. I hope to hear from someone who is familar with that kind of stuff!
I thought daniel is probably experienced in that.
Hannes