Gifts ?

[kinkaka]

If somewhere where to offer you a lifeline or a gift out of an obligation rather than selflessly , even if meant improving your life - hence the lifeline would you take it ?

For example a relation of member of family who was acting on social conditioning sematics that comes with such ties and as result felt " duty bound " ?

Its not that it would change much in regards to my situation ( they refuse to help in that way )given theyd rather listen to others who are hellbent on labelling me " delusional " but it would potentially offer me some freedoom if and when I ever manage to even get to the point of getting out .

I suppose the bit the worries me is the fact there is deep resentment on both side though moreso on mine given they are family and have all but ignored / chosen to help me only to help themselves i.e. given them a flat they can profit from and kill any lignering guilt perhaps.

Id rather not go on that alone but If I dont, I know the chances of me being able to ever see daylight again -as Im not allowed a mobility scooter here - and cant walk easily any more on crutches , are almost impossible , esp given the upkeep and emotional toil from 18 months or so of being " grounded "

[Isaiah Mpski]

We all owe our children anything we can provide them so that they live healthy productive stress free lives.
I don't remember the details of your particular situation but it sounds like you are in limbo and I hope it gets better for you somehow.
God does not want any of us to suffer.

[kinkaka]

We all owe our children anything we can provide them so that they live healthy productive stress free lives.
I don't remember the details of your particular situation but it sounds like you are in limbo and I hope it gets better for you somehow.
God does not want any of us to suffer.

I am limbo -

I dont really see how I can change that either unless I can find a way / doctor who can vindicate me .

The " carers " are continually on my back at all times watching me for signs of physical detrioration to use as some sign of mental fragility , my family keep getting involved by instigating and suggesting things to them stirring pot ( For my own good of cours )

And while I did find 2 possible means that looked promising , neither one shows any signs of being available for use until gods know when. ( One of them was meant to go into clinical practice this year )

I have mobility scooter which was badly needed but it means moving because I have stairs here .

Well, you get the picture

Its getting pretty desperate and hard to stomach the nice weather when its there ( I usually just pull blind down as sun makes me sick / depressed )

The latest idea was to contact that anti shrink movement - hell even Mr Cruises choice of faith if meant I had someone with some clout who could use my predicament to both our mutual advantage.

:skeptic:

Ah well

Maybe in 2012 I'll get to meet that God of yours.