I knew a drew once and other terrible words

[kinkaka]

who wasnt a shrew
but a mighty fine fellow
with tiny white shoes
and he lived in house
or was it a pen ?
with other great creatures
that practiced strange zen

- there I've had miserable day as usual so thats what you get , you can keep the change, this ones on me

[kinkaka]

There are too many doubles
of things we cant see
they exist in the shadows
and lurk carelessly
I know that their there
and they know I know too
for I see them in doubles
wherever I move.

[kinkaka]

fingers play on woeful ways
things unstuck but stuck again
reason caught by treason clapped
leaves no place for woeful acts

[kinkaka]

Blame Michael Jackson for my bad words
He speaks to me in the absurd
I told him to piss off and so he died
And now he’s haunting me
With Bille Jean rhymes

RIP _ your moonwalking son of bitch

[Isaiah Mpski]

God is space and space is God.:confused:
Both,without end.Endless forever.;)
Thus when we stare into the face of God,:p
we see ourselves. :D

[craazyman]

are you talking about Drew Hempel?

I never thought he had tiny white shoes, I sort of figured it would be rope sandals or beaten up running shoes from Wal-Mart.

Where do you get your inside information?

[willoweyes]

The first poem of this set was my favorite.

As one poet to another, Kinkaka should remember that the hardest thing about being a poet is what to do the other 23&1/2 hours.

May i suggest "The Castle of Indolence" for your reading pleasure

[craazyman]

I might suggest composing fake news stories about current events that seem plausible but contain embedded elements of hilarity and satire, and posting them here. It's great fun for a cunning linguist, like a poet.

[drew hempel]

Best new book
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http://www.transcendentdreaming.com/transcendent/

[bopes]

welcome back to this dimension, Drew.

[Isaiah Mpski]

Jon Dun said it all.

There's a Jon Donne bridge over the Rio Grande just N of Taos.
Leads to some hot springs,but with the snow melting and all,they might be covered up.
In my youth-the late 70's,I had a hogan on the east rim and would run over to the hot springs and then jump into the cold melted snow of the upper Rio Grand and swim to the other side.A real treat as the sun is rising over the rim.
On the other bank was an Artesian spring and just down a bit,the staging for the ferry that carried Stagecoaches and the like,to the west coast and the Gold Rush of 1849.

Can you imagine riding a stagecoach all day long across the New Mexico desert and spend the night at a hand built motel with a warm spring nearby.:)

[drew hempel]

Just heard back from the author, whose office is a mere half mile from here. She said she has two male students in Peru right now doing ayahuasca. I asked her if she’s seen Chunyi Lin yet — http://springforestqigong.com She thanked me for promoting her book. Seriously — her book goes beyond the rest.

[kinkaka]

The first poem of this set was my favorite.

As one poet to another, Kinkaka should remember that the hardest thing about being a poet is what to do the other 23&1/2 hours.

May i suggest "The Castle of Indolence" for your reading pleasure

I have some queer anomalie since bad shroom trup in 04 that makes reading anything of length difficult now , im not sure why but I get anxious - apparently its commone with folk with neuropathy which i happen to have.

Got no worries trying to figure out how to spend the rest of my time , its more a matter of unrest given the cheery state of things. ( sic )

[Isaiah Mpski]

For some help google ACAM for a Dr in your area who does chelation.
If you can't afford it,go get a vitamins that are Multi B vitamins.
Take at least 10 per day and also take as much vit C as you can per day-at least 5-10 gms.
If you're not well in a month,I'll refund my fee.
Right now you're looking at about 25 $ worth of vitamins.
Dr John D. Son MD,NMD.

[kinkaka]

Default Opik
~Way back
WAyyy back when everything just seemed so great
you could hardly move forwards
for the love of hate
fitting the bacteria
back to its exterior
fitting bacteria to A wandering ape

10 years
10 years of watching paint
a primeval son of whore
too fashioned late
back and forth
but always veering to one side
slips the silver bullet
past the monkeys mind

what a mess ..
what a fuckin terrible mess
with the righteous right wingers in their Sundays best
its all gone
but gone into terrible dreams
spun like yarn
on a porno screen

a fresh fun hungers
house hinged bringers
glitch inside formaldahyde
seer forming spooks lingers
energising and repeating their calls to talk
But-t spinning fattened liez to serve no cause
its mockery so unrewarding
a lick cock shafting fastened beam
When taken up their bums with their hopeful schemes

self forming the masses
from their forming fitting asses
their primitive instinctive pissing functions are on OOOoverload..
internal ta ta's
and a icy cosmic screams of ahhs
served upon plate full of fallen stars

christiend brutally
from barrels from their loaded bums - BANG! BA NG !!
seekers the giver
when theirs more to c-om

such a joke ..
youd know it if you saw their notes
while sitting in some garden
full of words they smoke

A cake n’ cup
A cake n'cup of acid tea
while smiles fastened clearly
their anthrax dreams

[drew hempel]

http://naturalresonancerevolution.blogspot.com

That's my new blog.

[Isaiah Mpski]

Had you rather talk about the above in terms of light or sound?
I think Rife dealth pretty thoroughly with sound.
I forget the guy out in Albuquerque who was making incredible light waves by passing an electronic wave via a particular metal filament through exotic gases in a bulb.The authorities put an end to his discoveries very quickly.

[bopes]

another good'un, kinkaka, I must say.

[Isaiah Mpski]

Whata say about those Russian nuclear sub just a hop skip and a jump from the neighorhood ?
Flexing their muscles and probably getting into a predictable routine.

This will undoubtedly cost US more money and resources.

[kinkaka]

another good'un, kinkaka, I must say.

thanks bopes - this time of year is usually good to me but im bit in the much n mire thanks to issues .

Man its bad enough when your suffering but when our friends are too its truly sucks ..

its pity we didnt get born dead then work our way backwards at least you could then get a chance to implelement the wisdom you gained rather than vice-versa

[kinkaka]

its a full moon here tonight..
so I hope you folks have your doors bolted tight
for I hear something alone on foot
watching and prowling within thE woods....

[kinkaka]

This is probably going to be my last one for a while - which I wasnt planning to post at all but thought better of it.

Its shame theres few uninvited guests ( that E gorey reference btw ) if you look it up you'll probably find notice theres another fellow into white shoes.

Anyhow im on yet what must be my 900th attempt to repair this self built mecahnisnm of manism so heres what i wrote earlier.

All criticism welcome , its just what it is , a few words that fell out my mouth by accident - pretty morbid at that I suppose.


Its not the same place
when you used to be god
and the thresholds of life
were encansed in your cause

Its not like it hurts
when your days are today
a reflection of others
that countlessly fade

Its not like you knew
what to do even then
for the absence fear
only made you its friend

And its not like matters ..any more
when those fears hold the doors
that bind you to death
each day even more...

[kinkaka]

Autumn moon
Spills a spell
The speaks of places
None can tell
And in those places
Exists no light
No shape or form
Or word in sight

And in that place
Within its space
Exists no time
Or moral waste
For in that place
beyond this screen
no death nor life can ever dream


** **

[kinkaka]

The day was done
The day was dead
The merriment gone
All to their heads
When out the shadows
Came a sigh
from an old guest
who pondered why

The clouds of smoke
hung across the room
and left a taste of
after gloom
And as the guest
Went through the mess
he saw a picture
of humanesss

He saw picture
and hung it high
then lit a match
and watched it die
And as the last snow
had never left
he saw them there
upon that ledge
and took that exit
seconda left
upon those walls which
ever crept
and rode those anwsers
hard and wide
across the shadows
beyond the skies.

__________________________________________________ _______________
*************MERRY CHRISTMAS Everyone ***********************************

[Isaiah Mpski]

And a Hippie New Year.:skeptic:

And for all you lawyers
lingering out there,
I hope your resolutions
will include,
a conscience
you act upon.:D

For it's not
just
the sex and money:confused:
Juan should treasure,:errf:
But a scent of truth
to set us free.

[kinkaka]

And a Hippie New Year.:skeptic:

And for all you lawyers
lingering out there,
I hope your resolutions
will include,
a conscience
you act upon.:D

For it's not
just
the sex and money:confused:
Juan should treasure,:errf:
But a scent of truth
to set us free.

heh it would sure be nice to have a hippe new year

What all this lawyer stuff about ?

Its doctors I hate

[Isaiah Mpski]

Man you're not alone there,but it's the insurance companies and their lawyers that protect them.
There are over 50,000 people (minimum) every year who die in Hospitals because of medical mistakes.
I don't know what this new bill will do but I do know it wouldn't pass if there was any hint that Dr's would make less money there's no way it would pass.
I am involved in a lawsuit right now over the wrongful death of my Mother and the lawyers representing the doctors have tried every deceitful,unethical trick-from helping to change and hide records to try to break me finicially, mentally,spiritually and physically.
Other than what I am being put through right now is one of the worst I have seen.
I evaluated medical records for med mal lawyers for several years and the things I have seen some dr's and lawyers do should get them a one way ticket to hell
A prime example-a young woman-35 or so had a routine Gall Bladder surgery.
To remove a gall bladder you have to tie off the duct that delivers bile to the GB from the liver and the duct that enters the common bile duct which delivers bile to the small intestine.
The surgeon tied off the wrong duct and bile backed up into the young woman's liver-destroying it.
The surgeon had insurance for 3 million and a new liver-which would have guaranteed life to the young lady is about 1 million.
Her lawyer who I evaluated the situation for and told the such surgery that happened was complete surgical malpractice kept the case out of court for a year during which time the young lady died and her lawyers promptly settled the case for 30 K to her family.
Another one I witnessed was a five year old boy who had a liver biopsy.He began to bleed into his abdomen and the Dr "was too tired" to come and see and properly diagnose what was happening.It would have been easy to do, but he told the nurses that the child was hyperventilating and have him breathe into a bag.
The child died that night.
Again I told the lawyers it was a case of extreme malpractice but they didn't think that the parents were the TYPE of people to receive compensation so they told the child's parents there was no case there.Flat out lied to them.
There are some good Drs and lawyers out there but from what I've seen and am experiencing now,I'll have to say there are not a whole lot of them who care about anything but money and if I have anything to say about their future they would go straight to hell.
The only way to keep people in medicine who have a genuine love and concern for their fellow humans is to completely socialize medicine and promptly get rid of the so many Drs who go into medicine for all the wrong reasons.
I don't know what to do about the laywers but try to have faith they will receive their just karma.

[kinkaka]

Man you're not alone there,but it's the insurance companies and their lawyers that protect them.
There are over 50,000 people (minimum) every year who die in Hospitals because of medical mistakes.
I don't know what this new bill will do but I do know it wouldn't pass if there was any hint that Dr's would make less money there's no way it would pass.
I am involved in a lawsuit right now over the wrongful death of my Mother and the lawyers representing the doctors have tried every deceitful,unethical trick-from helping to change and hide records to try to break me finicially, mentally,spiritually and physically.
Other than what I am being put through right now is one of the worst I have seen.
I evaluated medical records for med mal lawyers for several years and the things I have seen some dr's and lawyers do should get them a one way ticket to hell
A prime example-a young woman-35 or so had a routine Gall Bladder surgery.
To remove a gall bladder you have to tie off the duct that delivers bile to the GB from the liver and the duct that enters the common bile duct which delivers bile to the small intestine.
The surgeon tied off the wrong duct and bile backed up into the young woman's liver-destroying it.
The surgeon had insurance for 3 million and a new liver-which would have guaranteed life to the young lady is about 1 million.
Her lawyer who I evaluated the situation for and told the such surgery that happened was complete surgical malpractice kept the case out of court for a year during which time the young lady died and her lawyers promptly settled the case for 30 K to her family.
Another one I witnessed was a five year old boy who had a liver biopsy.He began to bleed into his abdomen and the Dr "was too tired" to come and see and properly diagnose what was happening.It would have been easy to do, but he told the nurses that the child was hyperventilating and have him breathe into a bag.
The child died that night.
Again I told the lawyers it was a case of extreme malpractice but they didn't think that the parents were the TYPE of people to receive compensation so they told the child's parents there was no case there.Flat out lied to them.
There are some good Drs and lawyers out there but from what I've seen and am experiencing now,I'll have to say there are not a whole lot of them who care about anything but money and if I have anything to say about their future they would go straight to hell.
The only way to keep people in medicine who have a genuine love and concern for their fellow humans is to completely socialize medicine and promptly get rid of the so many Drs who go into medicine for all the wrong reasons.
I don't know what to do about the laywers but try to have faith they will receive their just karma.

Shit man - thats terrible ( about your mother ) Im really sorry to hear that .

My whole life - as you know - seems to be f'd by them too , how did she die ( if you dont mind me asking ? )

Big cloudy hug

tepol

[Isaiah Mpski]

My Mother went to her local Drs office and he gave her some samples of a new drug-Protonix.By the next morning her entire body was covered in large red whelps.
It was obvious that she was having an allergic reaction to the Protonix.
I took her back to the drs office and they gave her a shot of steroids and a shot of benadryl.They also gave her a 7 day decreasing dose pak of steroids and noted in the chart the allergic reaction and highlighted the allergy on the outside of the chart.
Three and a half months later the same dr's admitted her to the hospital and immediately started her on Protonix,first PO and that afternoon IV.
Within the next five days she developed acute cholecystitis,acute pancreatitis,acute colitis,cardiovascular collapse,and respiratory failure.
During that five days they operated on her 3 times for the above problems,all of which were caused by the allergic reaction to Protonix.
Her Drs had never transferred her allergy to Protonix to the hospital chart and never told anyone (until they conspired with each other to bury her with their mistake-that being not going back and looking at the 20 page chart at their clinic).
Many times hen hospitals see a patient is going to die they try and transfer patients to other hospitals so the death will not show up in their stastistics.
Over my objections,they transferred her to a another hospital but did not mention her deadly reaction to Protonix and the first thing they did at the next hospital was to IV her with Protonix again.Same scenario but much worse.They shot her up with steroids again to combat the anaphylactic reaction and kept her on a ventilator.Her WHOLE body swelled up from the reaction and when the edema settled down to the dependent areas of her body it formed blisters the size of your hand on her back,legs and side of her face which became necrotic and those areas became infected and sluffed off.
She died a very painful agonizing death for her and my family.
Autopsy showed her pancreas was completely destroyed.She was not a drinker and had no pancreas problems until she was IV'ed for five days with Protonix.
She lived on the ventilator before dying after a month,while unconscious, from pancreatitis and sepsis from pneumonia.
Every symptom she had is reported in the medical literature but the drs are trying to deny they did anything wrong.
They have hired a politically connected State Senator to represent them and I have yet to find a lawyer to represent me and my Mother.

[kinkaka]

My Mother went to her local Drs office and he gave her some samples of a new drug-Protonix.By the next morning her entire body was covered in large red whelps.
It was obvious that she was having an allergic reaction to the Protonix.
I took her back to the drs office and they gave her a shot of steroids and a shot of benadryl.They also gave her a 7 day decreasing dose pak of steroids and noted in the chart the allergic reaction and highlighted the allergy on the outside of the chart.
Three and a half months later the same dr's admitted her to the hospital and immediately started her on Protonix,first PO and that afternoon IV.
Within the next five days she developed acute cholecystitis,acute pancreatitis,acute colitis,cardiovascular collapse,and respiratory failure.
During that five days they operated on her 3 times for the above problems,all of which were caused by the allergic reaction to Protonix.
Her Drs had never transferred her allergy to Protonix to the hospital chart and never told anyone (until they conspired with each other to bury her with their mistake-that being not going back and looking at the 20 page chart at their clinic).
Many times hen hospitals see a patient is going to die they try and transfer patients to other hospitals so the death will not show up in their stastistics.
Over my objections,they transferred her to a another hospital but did not mention her deadly reaction to Protonix and the first thing they did at the next hospital was to IV her with Protonix again.Same scenario but much worse.They shot her up with steroids again to combat the anaphylactic reaction and kept her on a ventilator.Her WHOLE body swelled up from the reaction and when the edema settled down to the dependent areas of her body it formed blisters the size of your hand on her back,legs and side of her face which became necrotic and those areas became infected and sluffed off.
She died a very painful agonizing death for her and my family.
Autopsy showed her pancreas was completely destroyed.She was not a drinker and had no pancreas problems until she was IV'ed for five days with Protonix.
She lived on the ventilator before dying after a month,while unconscious, from pancreatitis and sepsis from pneumonia.
Every symptom she had is reported in the medical literature but the drs are trying to deny they did anything wrong.
They have hired a politically connected State Senator to represent them and I have yet to find a lawyer to represent me and my Mother.

I dont understand , I mean it sounds like you have a strong case .

Theres a lawer who has organisation that might have some ideas perhaps youve heard , hes bit of maverick , Gerry Spence .
He has that book " How To Argue And Win Every Time " though I dont how cheap the lawyers that train under him are i.e. they usual take on the ( wee mans vs the big man type cases ) from what I gather.

I wrote to him myself and was suprised to get an answer - something most folk I write never do.

It really does suck what they get away with though, I hope you can find someone.


:(

[Isaiah Mpski]

Kink,
Thanks but there are a few other things you should probably consider.
First are the last words of Christ as he lay dying upon the cross.

You may or may not know this but I was plugged into Houston Power and Light more than 200 times for about nine months.
I was also subjected to 200 hrs of deep shock insulin coma ala "A Beautiful Mind"

"Woman behold thy Son" surely my mother after losing my younger brother to suicide must have suffered terribly about my crucifixion.

and Jesus looked at the disciple whom he loved and sayeth,

"Behold thy Mother"

and my Mother suffered terribly at the hands of money hungry doctors far more than I had suffered previously and I had to watch it;not allowed to make decisions etc.That's what hurt the most.
I should have ask more questions and examined all the x-rays and lab studies myself before signing anything.I trusted the doctors at their "professional" word and that was a mistake.
I was a poor ombudsman.

"It is finished."

And those that love him think upon the words of the Lord both day and night.
Back in the 80's I sued some Dr's and they wouldn't settle with me until several people died or were murdered.

"Our lord is a vengeful Lord and think not I came to bring peace into this world but a sword of truth,life,justice.
"Vengence is mine;in your court or another"

I shall prevail.
That's what my psychiatrist tells me.

I went on after my cricifixion and finished my MD degree.During that time I did fellowships in Pedi,OB-Gyn,and Haematolgy.Then I went on and completed my NMD and am or was on the faculty at the school from which I graduated.It was shut down by Uncle Sam but concessions were made.
All those who graduated earlier would be allowed to retain their professional status but I would still like to have another witness or two wit me.And they are expensive.About 10k.
I can make the money hungry SOBs who killed my mother look like clowns