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Old 06-03-2007, 12:53 PM   #1
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Every morning, just as I awoke, I would often feel - as I came to - the presence of a little kernel of fear or depression in my heart.

For the last few weeks this has been gone. I marvel at the peaceful lightness that has replaced it.

I know that it never needs to come back.

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Old 06-03-2007, 02:55 PM   #2
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enantiodromia!


that's really wonderful, dna. gladdens distance.. now a hard-boiled end of the world, now wonderland...

say, where in europe are you?
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Old 06-04-2007, 12:10 PM   #3
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Hi Cap.

I live in Ireland.

Thanks for the word 'Enantiodromia'. I didn't know it before.

Life for Me is good in general, this is significant for me though and represents a staging post or a marker that shows progress is happening.

be well,

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Old 02-10-2008, 11:26 AM   #4
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Just to let you know. The seed of doubt/fear/guilt is still absent. It has truly gone. It is wonderful, and my life has been much improved in all sorts of ways this last year.

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Old 02-10-2008, 06:48 PM   #5
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Dna, If I may ask you, did something occur or happen that instigated this "kernel of fear" to leave you? Did you meditate or take a magic pill or pray or deconstruct your inner mind. or.....? Or did it just happen in a natural kind of way? thanks.
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Old 05-09-2008, 07:49 AM   #6
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DNA and me preaching genetics
what synchronicities
What Times to Change.

Lake Eufaula,McIntosh County,Creek Nation,Okla.


Sell all that ye may possess saith the lord of Hosts and follow me.
For ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set ye free.

It's gonna be a hot time in the city CM.
Mosquitos already bitting.

New Mexico.That's where we need to me.Just east of Santa Fe,over the mountain ,somewhere in the Pecos-up toward the Gov's retreat.
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Old 07-10-2010, 05:26 AM   #7
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Still gone. Quinta_Essentia, It was natural. No magic pill made this happen.

Peace,

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Old 07-10-2010, 06:37 AM   #8
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Still gone. Quinta_Essentia, It was natural. No magic pill made this happen.

Peace,

Dna.
Hello!

It is wonderful we are still in your thoughts.
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Old 09-14-2011, 12:50 PM   #9
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And I continue on my journey. Life is so amazing, but you have to let go of the ego-baggage that drags from you, in order to be properly involved in it.

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Old 09-15-2011, 09:04 AM   #10
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Yes, it is wonderful to wake up each day with fear and depression located in their proper location.

But the next question is what are you to do with this new possibility?
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Old 09-15-2011, 04:36 PM   #11
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Grow older more quickly and become more disillusioned as the old and the young are slowly being murdered by a system that can make nothing from them.
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Old 09-18-2011, 09:35 AM   #12
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once you are old and helpless, your body becomes a GOLD MINE FOR the medical-industrial complex. Thare's plenty of gold in them thare aches and pains. My poor dad, w/alzheimer's, is reaping thousands of dollars each month for drug companies, Medicare providers, and even cat-scan purveyors. He's had every kind of scan known to man--twice. When I try to question things, it goes nowhere. I get soothing words, and the same bills the next month.

For-profit medicine=no bueno for health.

the old take care of the drug companies, medicare providers, hospitals and insurance companies; the young feed the military complex. We all give, from each according to his ability. . . . .
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Old 09-18-2011, 11:02 AM   #13
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once you are old and helpless, your body becomes a GOLD MINE FOR the medical-industrial complex. Thare's plenty of gold in them thare aches and pains. My poor dad, w/alzheimer's, is reaping thousands of dollars each month for drug companies, Medicare providers, and even cat-scan purveyors. He's had every kind of scan known to man--twice. When I try to question things, it goes nowhere. I get soothing words, and the same bills the next month.

For-profit medicine=no bueno for health.

the old take care of the drug companies, medicare providers, hospitals and insurance companies; the young feed the military complex. We all give, from each according to his ability. . . . .
I plan to end my life before I reach the ‘Medical Industrial Complex’; sadly I might have to do it before I fall victim of a stroke or other such illness that leaves me without the power to control events.

We treat our horses and canines with better respect than we do with human beings.

I detest anyone who questions my choice to end of life care.
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Old 09-22-2011, 04:33 AM   #14
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I agree Sidecross,but then your insurance won't pay your loved ones.
Willow,all the more reason for socialized medicine not based on financial gain.The very reason we have so many foreign doctors begging to come to America.
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Old 03-01-2012, 10:34 AM   #15
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Noticing many synchronous events in my immediate environment. How about you guys?
Maybe the conjunction has some effect.

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Old 03-08-2012, 02:06 PM   #16
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whoa isaiah where is anyone but the occasional u or me or willow? no wonder sidey is hx. would like to see him again here. very dry california this year. no winter and now daylight savings starts. like this year just went from long summer to short fall to spring. all the trees are bloomin. but NO rain. luckily the storms seem east of you so far this year. hope it stays that way.
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Old 03-10-2012, 11:53 AM   #17
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yes, it's spooky how many strange things are happening. . . . .ms. bee what does hx mean?

don't you all think it's pitiful how many "rats" there are in the world? And I don't mean the furry whiskered kind, which im rather fond of. . . .i mean people who rat on their friends. . . like anonymous. . . .and the fabulous "they"--they are sure chasing down these hackers, damn the expense.
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Old 03-10-2012, 03:53 PM   #18
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Yes I certainly enjoyed Sidey's posts.I always learned something.Willow.and no disrespect to you and Ms Bee but I've found the biggest rats to be lawyers,doctors,and others of authority.No ethics,no conscience toward truth and justice.Mostly just love of the dollar and narcisstic(sp) personalities.
Much love to both of you.
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